Hurts Like Hell

4. Perfect

Song: Perfect by Selena Gomez

Kyungsoo's POV

-"And then we will.. hey, Baekhyun are you listening?" I asked. Just from the look of his face I know he didn't sleep well last night.

-"hmm? I'm sorry what did you say?"

-"Baek, you're ok? You look tired. Want to go home and sleep? I can make some food for you too, it really cold and I know you didn't eat anything." I touch his forehead to see if he has a fever or not. Baekhyun look at me with a small smile that I can barely see and then shake his head slowly.

-"I'm ok." he said but I know better than that.

-"No you're not. Come on, I'll take you home." I stand up from the chair but Baekhyun grab my hand and gesture me to sit back.

-"Kyungsoo I'm fine. Let's continue what you're talking. You say you're gonna move to Kai's hometown right?" he said while trying his best to show a cheerful smile but his eyes tell something else.

-"No we're not gonna talk about anything when you're looking like that. Baekhyun please, we're friends you can tell me any of your problem, don't say "I'm fine" I know you're not!" I said a little bit louder than usual because I know Baekhyun won't say anything if I don't raise my voice. He's the type of person who keeps everything to himself and that's hurt me a lot because I feel like I'm not his friend.

-"It's about Chanyeol" he said. I can see the pain in his eyes when he said Chanyeol's name. Take a deep breath, I stand up again and move to sit next to him. We're at Sunny's Cafe since I wanted to tell Baekhyun about my plans after Kai resign from his job but I guess we have something else more important to talk about.

-"it's been 4 days since that night and he didn't come home. It's been 4 days Kyungsoo, what if something happened to him, what if he doesn't need me anymore" he cried. My heart breaks, seeing him like that make me want to go and slap the hell out of that stupid giant. How dare he hurt my best friend. I swear to God, when the time comes I will make his life a living hell.

-"shh it's ok. You have me, if he doesn't need you anymore then come to me. We're always here for you."I hug him tightly. Baekhyun buries his face in my chest and cries his eyes out. Sunny comes out with the cake in her hand but stop as soon as she knows what is happening. I give her a small smile and mouth her to give us some time. She nods and goes back.

-"What did I do wrong? Why? Why did he do this to me? Is it because I'm not beautiful enough? I'm useless. Maybe he realizes that I'm not good enough for him that's why.."

"No Byun Baekhyun, you don't call yourself like that. If you're not beautiful then who? Listen, you're the most beautiful person I've ever seen. You're so smart and kind, with this big heart of yours I never asked for anyone else to be my friend, just you. You have no idea how many times a day I pray and thanks good for sending someone like you into my life."

-"Then why? Kyungsoo, why.." I feel like I'm gonna cry too. I never see Baekhyun cried so hard like this. My Baekhyun, my best friend, you don't deserve to be in the situation like this at all.

-"If he thought that it's ok to cheating on you Baek, then let him go" I said slowly. Baekhyun finally look up at me with a surprised look.

-"You deserve to be with someone who loves you with all his heart, someone who never hurt you, someone who loves you as you and only you, Baekhyun."I wipe his tear softly and then place a small kiss on his forehead.