Hurts Like Hell

10. Older

Song: Older by Sasha Sloan

Sehun's POV

-"Good night Sehun"

-"Good night" I said to my neighbor. Give him one last smile as he gets inside his apartment.

-"What a long day.." I said to myself.

-"Can't wait to eat and sleep... What the hell! What is this!!?" I can't believe my own eyes. Everything is a mess. The smell of alcohol alone is enough to make me wanna throw the whole apartment away, beer cans are everywhere, some tissue and papers all over the floor. But guess what's more terrified than that? The sound of someone's crying from the kitchen.

-"Chanyeol!" I run to the man who's sitting on the bloody floor. Yes, blood. He looks at me with the saddest eyes I've ever seen, tears all over his face I noticed a few cuts and bruises there too.

-"Why are you bleeding?" I asked but never get his answer back. Both of his hands are all red because of bleeding too much, I start to panic. Chanyeol crys harder as I try to find something to stop the blood. I see some pieces of glass next to him, Chanyeol must punched his hands to those.

-"Let me see your wounds, it's dangerous you lose so much blood!" I reach to his hands but Chanyeol pushes me and start to punch the broken pieces of glass on the floor again, really hard.

-"What are you doing!! Stop!!" I shouted but it does nothing to him.

-"Stop!! You're killing yourself!" I grab his hands and make him look at my face as he let out a really hurtful cry.

-"Then let me... I'm really tired. I don't know how long I can live like this either." My heart breaks. I never see Chanyeol crys so hard before.

-"Chanyeol get a hold of yourself. You're stronger than this."

-"I am not Sehun. I'm not. I don't know what to do without him. I hurt his heart. He must be really angry right now. He hates me.." I pull him into a tight hug and rub his back slowly, let the broken heart giant crys on my shoulder.

-"It's hurt to know that he's not mine anymore. It's hurt to think that he might be in someone else's arms.
The person I love with all my heart and soul, I let him go. He cried when I broke up with him Sehun, I couldn't even look at his face. I'm such a terrible person.. I don't deserve him." He said before passed out.

-"Then why did you break up with Baekhyun if you love him so much?"

The Next Morning

-"Ugh.. my head" I watch Chanyeol groan loudly as soon as he opens his eyes.

-"Here some water.." He get up slowly and drink the water I gave him.

-"Take a shower, I make breakfast hurry up before it's getting cold." I said then walked out of the room. I know we have a lot of things to talk but I want him to have a shower clearing his mind a bit and eat something first because '1. Never discuss about anything with empty stomach.' that's my rule.

Chanyeol sits awkwardly alone with his food on the table while me, leaning my back on the fridge with an apple in my hand.

-"Are you hands ok now?" I asked.

-"Still hurt but it's ok, thank you"

-"Now would you mind telling me why I came home to the whole mess trash all over the floor and a near-death friend in my kitchen Chanyeol?" I bite my apple while watching my dear friend swallow his food slowly before deciding to answer my question.

-"Can we talk about this later."

-"No, we can't. You almost give me a heart attack and we can't talk about this later."