My Life

Chapter 18: My First Love

Me and Sade met my sophmore year, our first interaction together wasn't so hot. After I said something very rude to her we didn't speak for a while. Until I messaged her on fb .. This is our exact convo

Me : What if I told you I had a crush on you???

Her: Well I don't know haha

Me: Lol ok! 

Her: So you do??

Me: Yes..!

Her: Okay 

Me: But I'm sorry for what I sed to you that first time we talked it was really rude

Her: Lol don't worry about it. It really doesn't matter

Me: Thanks....maybe we can become good friends!

Her: Yeah!!

That was the beginning of our relationship. Sade was there when no one else was. Since I still was in a committed relationship with Didi I could never be with Sade. She was in a relationship with someone as well and I felt we were perfect for each other. I felt at peace around her.

Anything I needed to say to Sade I could, everything about her made my heart and mind feel at peace. I truly loved her from the moment we got really close.

I don't know if I would be living if it wasn't for Sade. When my mom was going through her depression ohaser after breaking up With mike most of her anger backlashed onto me. Sade was the person who talked me out of killing myself. She was there for me when I needed her the most . I'm forever grateful for being there as my best friend when I needed someone to talk to.

      I love you Sade.... Our journey has just began.