Agony |Obikin

15.

"Is that really what you want to talk about?" Anakin said, making his voice deeper than it already was. I regretted the question as he walked up behind me and started to hug me and kiss my neck.

I gulped, for a reason I couldn't explain. "Y-yes."

"Fine." He answered blandly, he was occupied leaving a hickey on my neck.

I was trying to wash the dishes without getting distracted, until I realized that this was probably not a good idea. "Anakin!"

"What?" He whined

"I said one was enough." I said sternly.

"Fine." He said, and then started to suck again.

"ANAKIN!"

"Ok I'll stop. Are you almost done? I wanna go help you with your nightmares."

"Anakin stop calling it that." I was embarrassed because it was actually true, I guess Anakin knew it was partly true, but he didn't know that  he was the only one who stopped my nightmares. And I had no idea why.

"Why! I just think it's funny because that's what I thought I did when I was little." His head was now rested on my shoulder and he watched my hands move.

"What do you mean?" I asked really confused.

"Well you know, when I could feel you having a nightmare and I'd tell you that I had one as an excuse to sleep in your bed. I thought I was comforting you."

"Wait really?" I had always thought that Anakin had nightmares of his horrible childhood, and I guess I just assumed it was because of our bond that we had them at the same time.

"Ya, I know it was kinda dumb." He chuckled.

"Wait I mean you didn't actually have nightmares?"

"Well, I did a few times and thought that since I was comforting you that you would comfort me. Wait, I thought you knew!" He lifted his head and his hands were on my shoulder while he looked down at me. I had paused washing.

"I didn't." I just muttered. Everything was coming together. Why I needed Anakin. It was habit.

He had always been there for me when he was younger, and now I was going through the same situation with another person. I expected Anakin to be there now. I knew he would always be there, but, I was scared that I would loose him like the others I had lost. I couldn't loose him, I needed him.

I continued to wash the dishes and responded to his earlier question. "I'm almost done."

He shrugged and put his head on my shoulder again and started watching me as his arms wrapped around me. It amazed me at what little reaction he had to something that was so big for me.

I finished the dishes and Anakin was relieved. "Finally." He said. "You took long enough!"

I turned to face him when he just picked me up. He carried me bridal style to the door and was about to carry me out in the hallway before I stopped him.

"Anakin put me down."

"Do you really think that there will be Jedi out this late?" He mocked me.

"Anakin it's not that late. I don't want to take any chances so PLEASE put me down."

He groaned and put me down on my feat. I teased him by patting his head and calling him a 'good boy.' I then walked out into the hallway.

Anakin stood in shock for a few seconds and then ran after me, he got in front of me and turned around and started to walk backwards so he was facing me.

"You know, I could just pick you up again." He smirked.

"But you won't." I sighed.

"Says who?" The smirk on his face got bigger.

"I mean, you won't pick me up because I told you not to." I knew Anakin better than this, I should've known that these words were really stupid. He stopped as I continued walking. He then ran up behind me, bent over and threw me over his shoulders, around his neck, and slowed down a bit.

"ANAKIN! PUT ME DOWN!"

"No."

"ANAKIN!"

"I've said it before and I'll say it again. You are adorable when you're mad." He smirked and continued walking while I tried to find a way to get down, while my head rested over his shoulder facing my legs.

"ANAKIN." I realized how loud I was being and decided that Anakin wasn't going to put me down and I didn't want to draw attention from anyone who was awake. "You better hope nobody else is awake" I grumbled.

Once we got to my quarters Anakin locked the door and I started to yell again.

"ANAKIN, IF SOMEONE SAW US YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT COULD'VE HAPPENED! NOW WILL YOU PLEASE PLEASE PUT ME DOWN."

"You know, there's a thing called using the force. You can feel others signatures." He said sarcastically.

"Can you put me down." I said quieter this time.

"Be patient." He said as he took me over and threw me onto the bed and started to kiss me.