Agony |Obikin

19.

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I woke up to Anakin spooning me, another missed feeling, his arms tightly around my waist, and his chin resting on the top of my head, as if I was a puppy that needed his protection. I just backed into his embrace as I started to feel the sweat on his skin, I could feel every drop.

After just laying like that for several minutes, I reached behind me and ran my hand through his curly hair, it was messy and I was detangling the knots. I figured out that Anakin was awake when I felt his hands move down a bit.

"Was five times not enough for you?" I moved my hands and intertwined our fingers.

"You didn't speak to me for seven days." He pointed out, "that's seven wasted nights, we could have done it at least seven times, so it won't be enough until we make up for lost time."

"Anakin that logic doesn't make any sense, we could get separated for a month, and by that logic we would have to make up for a lot of nights." I moved our hands up.

"Yeah, but they wouldn't separate the unstoppable duo for that long so we, will be fine."

I closed my eyes, just taking in everything. His arms around my body, the feeling of his abs against my back, the feeling of my hands in his, just the feeling of, Anakin. He chuckled as I started to purr from the feeling of peace from his hug.

"Ya know, your hair isn't so soft." I teased remembering the last time we were like this together.

"Oh really?"

"It's more tangled and rough." I let go of his hands and flipped around to look at his face he had a pretty smile on his pretty lips that was complimented by his pretty eyes. He propped himself up with his arm and I started to use my finger to outline his abs.

"I thought I had nice soft hair like yours."

I continued to drag my finger around his stomach. "Well the truth hurts."

He rolled his eyes, "well your not that witty, and your jokes aren't actually that funny."

"Now now Anakin, no need to lie just because you're not perfect like me." I smiled to myself and dragged my finger up his chest and started to trace his collar bone.

"I guess, but who is as perfect as you?"

I smiled a bit more and continued with my finger. "You may not be as perfect as me but you're pretty close."

He smiled down at me. "I think that's the nicest thing you've ever said to me. But I actually wanna know something." I stopped my finger and looked up at him, "why were you avoiding me." I looked down again and started to drag my finger around his facial features as his com started to buzz.

"Your coms buzzing."

"You didn't answer the question."

"Can you get the com first." I complained.

He stopped my finger and lowered my hand. "This happened before, you said we couldn't do anything anymore, and then we did something." I looked down to avoid meeting his eyes and he lifted my chin up. "I just don't wanna go in circles with you."

"It's just, ever since," I swallowed "Satine died," it still hurt to say that, even though she wasn't who I was having nightmares about anymore, "It feels like two parts of me are always fighting, sometimes one takes control, but then the other does and it's just so confusing." I had confessed something to Anakin that I had barely known myself! But when I told him he understood perfectly.

The room was filled with silence as the com stopped buzzing and I started to trace along Anakin's abs again.

We stayed in bed for a long time, we just talked a bit, laughed a bit, made up for some lost time, yet the time couldn't have felt faster.

Soon enough Ahsoka had knocked on the door. I groaned and started to get dressed.

"I'll be there is a second Ahsoka." I yelled and put on my pants.

"Is Anakin there?" I made out from the muffled sound behind the door.

I smiled and got back into bed and looked at Anakin. "She's your Padawan."

"I thought she was our Padawan?"

"Only if I want her to be."

"So only when it's convenient?"

"Yes."

He groaned but eventually got up and started to get dressed. "Give me a minute."

I wondered to myself how Ahsoka knew that Anakin was here, even though we hadn't spoken for a week, had she sensed us? Maybe she had sensed us fucking last night, maybe this morning, maybe she just had a feeling.

I pulled the covers over my face, Anakin and Ahsoka were bickering like siblings, but after a while, I heard the door close and felt another body on the bed.

I pulled the sheets away from my face to not see Anakin getting back into bed with me, nope, it was Ahsoka sitting on the bed avoiding eye contact.

"Now what's going on with you and Anakin?" She asked, a bit coldly, I didn't think she was mad at me though.

"We're cuddling?"

"If you guys were just cuddling, you wouldn't need to be naked right now."

"Oh, ask Anakin."

"I did, he told me to ask you."

"Well I answered the last question, it's his turn now." She just gave a half smile. "May I ask what Anakin has done now?"

"He just doesn't want to do anything-"

I cut her off, "Ahsoka, you can't be mad at Anakin just for being Anakin."

"It's not just that, he's been acting super distant lately."

"Well that might be my fault." I fiddled my fingers.

"What do you mean?"

"I didn't talk to him for a week straight."

"What! What do you mean!" I jumped a bit at the sudden change in her voice.

"Ask Anakin, where is Anakin anyway." I tried to peak out the door to see if maybe he was hiding out there.

"He told me to make sure you didn't "escape" as he went to get something." She rolled her eyes and laughed to herself.

I rolled my eyes as Anakin walked in.

"IM BACK!"