AMIRAH

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CHAPTER FIFTEEN

Ameerah's POV

Lunch was bought by the driver, I set the table and served myself. Yeah! I can resist anything but not amna's food and, no way!

Shuwa's are amazing wallah!

I spent the day in my room, obviously because I don't wanna have him in sight. So I better get myself away.

And my room is such a big one, beautifully decorated. And the weather in here was comforting.

After Ishaa, I took a warm shower and put on my lingerie. I grabbed an abbaya dress and put it on, before walking out to the living room to watch, I guess he's not home because of the room was so silent.

Just when I sat...The door got opened and Alfaris stood by, glaring at me as if I ate his Anna, I looked away as he walked further into the living room.

"Welcome back" I said as if being forced to, he didn't say anything nor move from his spot which makes me look up, he was staring intensely at me and that makes me lower my gaze.

"Why do you hate me? Why Ameerah? Nifa tunda na sanki I have never wronged you in any way, I can tolerate anything from anyone but not this hatred from you... I can't force you to love me back Ameerah but at least help me out and stop hating me for nothing, I've told you komai zakiyi will not change my mind because I have dreamed of this for long, I'll never let go of you!" With that being said, he stumbles into his room with a fury.

I huffed a sigh, this is really serious...why do I hate him??

Recalling all that I was whenever I was with him, it was always not bad and besides, he tried to make me feel comfortable around him and throw jokes every now and then, then why this hatred?

Maybe because he's the reason why I go apart from the love of my life, definitely! I was never going to be here if not because of him! Taufeeq will never have been sick if not because of him!

But he wasn't the fault here, our parents did everything..maybe he hates the marriage things too ..or maybe he has someone he loves too..he's also forced into this, I should not blame him for he is also a victim.

I sighed before pulling myself up, Walking towards his room...I hesitated but then knocked on his door, it was silent and I knocked twice more, it was still silent.

I gently pushed it opened, with a heavy heart..I walked further into his larger room, it was empty but I could hear the rushing of the shower which marks he was in, what was I supposed to do??

Shall I go back?

I was contemplating when the bathroom door got opened and Alfaris stood there almost nude! I quickly evaded my gaze feeling all bad, I shouldn't have entered his room like that.

A towel was rapped around his torso thoh.

He walks into his walk-in closet and dressed up before coming out. I was sitting on one of the two facing sofas in his room, he walked further to the area and sat on the other, waiting for me to say what I have to.

"Uhm..uhm.." I was trying to get my words gathered, what was I even going to say?? Ohh Allah! I have not think of what to tell him, Apologize?!

"Ahm..I am s..sorry, I mean y..you are also a v..victim and may probably have someone you love too..I shouldn't have behaved that way"

He was silently staring, as my gaze was lowered. He finally cleared his throat

"Are you going to help in working out this relationship?"

I stared blankly at him, have no idea what to say because am yeah definitely against I and him, huh!

"Alfaris, I am very sorry to say but there's nothing like me and you...I mean...I can't work this, it's not a play or something...someone already owns my heart.." I was cut off by his reaction, standing up and raising his hand to stop me

"You can go" he simply said, I sighed before sauntering out, what can I do? That's how Allah designed the whole thing.

I came back to my room and a message from baba alerted, I quickly unlocked it to read

_dear, na babanta. How are you coping with life today? Hectic yeah? Don't worry it'll be great with time. I just want you to know that I've talked to your husband about work and he doesn't mind, so prepare yourself probably starting next month, your office has been ready for long. Wish you the best of luck in your life dearie. Barakallahu lakuma_

Ohh Allah! How I missed you daada!

My door was pushed open and before I knew it, he get in locking the door after him. I quickly stood from my seat glaring at him as he walk further into my room.

"What..?me kake so??" I almost stuttered

He smiled walking further to where I stood, he dropped a sudden peck on my cheek..didn't miss the butterflies!

"I want to sleep baby, I'll be right back" he winked and walked into my bathroom, what does that even mean?!

He came back and I was still where he left me, he smiled and sat by the edge of the bed.

"Aren't you sleepy?" He asked, I was sending glares at him but he doesn't seem to care

"Look Alfaris, you married me..you brought me to your house..you deprived me of my rights.. I can't cook, I can't go around the city, I can't visit my loved ones..,and yanzu kana kokarin occupying my very own space?! How's that even possible?!" I blurted, he was staring intensely at me before walking to me

He stood feet away from me, before widening his smile.

"I married you because my parents insist, I brought you to my house because that's the only place I believe you're to stay tunda aurena a wuyanki!, I've never once stopped you from cooking, I haven't deprived your rights Ameerah! Islam approves that. Why would you go around the city? Why Ameerah meye zaki je kiyi and you're somebody's wife now? Mind you! I have all the right to share room, bed and even plate with you, you're given to me after a true, halal, and acceptable Nikaah, I own you and everything you own!"

His eyes were bloodshot now, trying to gulp down his rage

I lowered my gaze before gathering my words together.

"I don't care, just get yourself out of my space, my room" I simply said.

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