LOST AND FOUND [ Taejin ]✔

[ Misunderstandings ]

Taehyung's POV:

No, I can't do it anymore. How much ever I tried to convince myself it was okay but it was not okay. It's not that I am cheating, where does even the matter of cheating come when we are not even together.?

Jimin being Jimin, set up the date for me, and of course, sangwoon is pleased.  Jimin told us he and Hoseok Hyung would take Aru with them for the time being.

But I couldn't, it's not like I won't trust them. It's just parental instinct, what if she wants something that they can't understand?

So they agreed they would take her for a walk to the roadside while we enjoy our date, which I am not doing.

The race of thoughts about Jin with that guy is still running in my mind. How much ever I tried to push that matter out of my head it's coming and sitting at the center of my head.

" Hey, are you thinking about something...?? Don't worry Aru is in good hands..."

Sangwoon took his black tea while smiling at me. His smile is cute but not warm like Jin's.

" No....it's just....you know, it's been a long I met her I want to spend more time with her, that's all, don't take me wrong but I want to clear something-"

" What's that??"

How will he look at me  If I tell him whatever I said that night it's not I meant it?..oh god...but I don't want to push any further.

" I am sorry....I....."

" You didn't mean when you said you are going to date me??"

He knew??

" Taehyung, come on, anybody can tell that but that night I got happy for that moment. All the while I rode you home only one person was in your mind, heart, and soul. How can I compete with him...ah, I lost..."

I blinked at him...I don't know what to say. Is i am that obvious.... ??

" It's nothing like that, Jin and I are closed chapter. He moved on....and I am too. It's just...I don't feel like that about you...."

I bit my lips and looked at my milkshake as I didn't have any more courage to look at him.

" I didn't tell it's Jin though!!....haha. Come on, it's not just me it's nobody other than Jin you don't feel that way about them. And that's true.  If you want to still  push that fact, it's up to you but trust me, though it's the closing chapter you can take the message from that and start a new chapter that can include Jin ...."

I don't know what to say, it's not easy how he is talking.

Yes...I want to.  I dreamt of it many times. Me, Aru, and he happily just bickering. But thinking that person didn't even give a second thought while losing me, how he was so much okay with that, maybe even now makes me question my dreams. How can I lose my ego and ask him to embrace me again...when he doesn't want it?

" Hmm..let's go, I  think Aru needs me...."

" Okay....but let's be friends. I don't want our friendship to be ruined by any of this..."

" Of course,  we will be friends...."

I tapped on his shoulder and smiled genuinely at him...

when I and sangwoon reached the road end I could see Jimin and a black jacket guy....? Is that Jin??

But...

" Jin......???!"

What the hell just happened?? How could he raise a hand on Jimin???

I ran where Jimin stood too dumbfounded to talk, and Hoseok Hyung came running while Jin had Aru in his hands.