LOST AND FOUND [ Taejin ]✔

[ Truth ]

Taehyung's POV:

I can't understand why it has to be this complicated. Everything feels so complicated between me and Jin. Why do we both end up misunderstanding each other always...?? Why do we have so much miscommunication between us???

Whose fault is it??

Is it me...?

Is it him??

Why can't he be more open with his feelings,? Why can't he be more understanding?? Why can't understand his unsaid words??

Seokjin, I am not that mature, I am not that sensitive, I am not that smart. Can't you be more open with your feelings.!?

I don't know how I am going to fight for my family, because I don't know where exactly the problem is. From where should I start.??

My thoughts took over my mind, and that's when Grandma called me, she sounded serious and she wanted to talk to me.

Seokjin will never say these things in front of Grandma. If he talked about it then I hurt him it seems. Without thinking much, I went to Grandma's home.

Aru is sleeping peacefully in her carrier, but why does Seokjin leave her here, if not for business trips he doesn't like to be away from Aru.

Is... Is he drinking!?

I know I hurt him...

" Taehyung"

" Grandma..." It's the first time, grandma called me with my name, no endearing pet names...

" I can't accept whatever you did to him. You hurt him Tae. My baby already has so many scars on his heart. Why do people end up giving him new ones?? "

Scars!!!

Me??

" Grandma.....it's "

" No....please don't talk about anything, I know you might have been moved on from my Jin, you may have other plans in your life but Seokjin is not strong like you Taehyung. So please don't take Aru from him, he might .....die without her.....please"

Grandma kneeled in front of me pleading while crying ...

I hurt my people......

" You think I can do that to him?? Am I that bad person .i...I know I can be stupid sometimes and I make mistakes but I never want to hurt Jin or anyone's grandma.....

Grandma, Jin is the only person I loved in my life. I shared myself with him. We have a baby together. I never wanted to get separated from him. I still want my family back. I still wish Jin to want me back .....he is my husband... My love ....my everything"

I let myself fall to the ground. It's been too much to my heart. why can't anyone understand that I love him so much?? Why I will do anything to hurt him?

" You still love my jinnie!!? .....you.....you want him.....means my baby won't be alone... Taehyung please .....you know what you are talking right??"

I just looked at her, maybe I don't how I look but I am determined.

" I.....I know, I am younger than him, not even earning properly, I do fight with my dad and mom, I am not good enough to be a parent, I am not good at making decisions, I am not responsible like others ....but trust me when I say I love Jin I mean it, it's not joking or not it's out of impulse. I know what I want, everybody learns from their mistake right!?.....then ..... shouldn't I also get that chance....??"

Grandma smiled at me and caressed my cheeks while wiping my tears. Oh god, how can I lose this affection...

" Tae .....thank you, thank you so much, my love, for loving my baby. He deserves the world Tae and you also my love, you are nothing but meant to be loved "