LOST AND FOUND [ Taejin ]✔

[ Final chapter for begining]

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It's been 6 months since Seokjin and Taehyung working on their relationship, on their emotions, on their flaws, on knowing themselves.

It was never easy. It's not easy.

Seokjin struggled a lot to voice it because he wasn't knowing what he have to tell his therapist. But thanks to the therapist who kept patience and faith in him, he let Seokjin speak, whatever it is. He listened. Sometimes seokjin felt he is wasting the therapist's time but the therapist keeps on reminding him, he is getting better day by day at verbalizing his feelings.

Intensive cognition therapy helped him understand where his thinking is going wrong, they together worked on why it's wrong and helped him how to correct it. For example, seokjin thinks love is all about giving, he should be at the giving end for making other people love him back.

Now he understood and learned it's always about giving and receiving. It's okay if you want to be feel loved. It's perfectly fine, it doesn't mean he is being clingy, he is not ungrateful. And he is just a human who needs love to live.

Taehyung got mortified after interpreting his action towards seokjin. It's all him begging love. He tried to wrap him up around him, because of his fears of not wanting to lose the only person who made him feel good. He made their relationship only about him, he thought only about him,  his reactions never included seokjin's feelings. It's always a fear. Because of seokjin's issues, they grew apart daily.

But now they know love is not a complex thing. It already exists between them. The love is in appreciation, patience, kindness, care, respect, affection, fondness, attraction, desire, lust that they have towards each other. They found their love.

It's time for it's appreciation rather than freaking out of losing it.

" Areum!!!! Baby, you can't have chocolate now"

Taehyung just now cleaned her dress after removing her table cloth. They just completed their breakfast and Aru took a little more time. As Taehyung didn't have any appointments early he left behind with Aru, while Jin left a little early because of meetings.

Taehyung's potential in his work brought him to open his own business. He has 5 people under him, he is getting a lot of cartoon character painting orders. His paintings are sold out to so many companies now. Seokjin was there with him, through the growth, still also.

" Your dad should be punished for buying you a lot of sugar items first, I can't still believe you took his genes when it comes to sugar. His love for gummies and yours for chocolates!! I don't know what to do about it"

Taehyung muttered while cleaning her stained clothes.

" Okay, Be good to your uncles, Papa will come back early. And then dad promises to cook for us, remember!!"

There is loud excitement in Taehyung's voice and Aru clapped and laughed loudly. Now she talks some words and her necessities. After kissing her, he drove her to Jimin's as he had a bad day yesterday he wanted to spend time with Aru to lift his mood and Jungkook volunteered to lift Jimin's mood. They should get married already, Taehyung always thinks.

Taehyung and seokjin got busy the whole day, the work went good and their last counseling session was also a success. It seems all days are good. Now they won't feel fearful to enjoy good days, now they don't waste their good days on thinking about the may coming bad days.

" Seokjin, I told I will take a cab "

Taehyung smiled widely as he saw seokjin waiting for him in the parking area.

" you told me you sent your car for the service, and of course, I know you can take a cab, but I wanted to pick you up. Is that okay!?'

" It's okay. And thank you so much. My husband is the cutest and sweetest. Love you"

Taehyung jumped to him to give a hug and kiss on his lips.

" I missed you"

Taehyung gave one more kiss before telling the same. Taehyung is so happy that Seokjin does tell him how he feels though it's just a few words, it does matter a lot. Knowing he matters the most in seokjin's life is all he ever wanted.

" love you....i am excited about your food  "

" Really!! But I am not chef, Tae, hope I won't disappoint you "

" Wow, seokjin and disappointment can never come in the same line. And I'm damn sure you are way better than me. Oh, we have to pick Aru, first "

"Hmm....its... I asked Jungkook to babysit her tonight, they all going to have a camp in Grandma's house. "

"Oh, we both will also go. Camping in grandma's house is the best thing-"

" Tae.... it's... I.... "

Taehyung patiently waited for seokjin to talk.

" it's!??"

" It's...I wanted us to spend this night together, you know...i... it's not like "

" I wanted it badly too, I know our Aru is a sweetheart. But I wanted time for us too. So you planned on picking me up and cooking for me and dine together. And ending it with great sex!!"

Seokjin hurried to close Taehyung's mouth with his red ears on.

" Tae!!!"

" what, then no sex!?"

" Kim Taehyung, you better stop teasing me let's go"

Seokjin dragged him to the car while smiling.

" so really no sex"

They kissed for some time before getting out of the car when they reached their house. Taehyung couldn't help when he saw how much Jin was blushing the whole ride.

It was painful when they have to stop kissing as they have to go inside. Taehyung went to freshen up as Seokjin went to the kitchen straight away.

Okay, Taehyung likes to see Seokjin's red ears but isn't it cruel of him to come out and stand in front of seokjin in a bathrobe with dripping water on his exposed collar bones.

" Hmm...the smell of the food reached to the bathroom, I came running. Wow, is it that new egg recipe you told you wanted to try last week???-"

" oh, hmm...yeah."

" And you're using soju for this other recipe?"

" oh yeah "

" seokjin, is I am distracting you!??"

" yeah, I mean no...no "

Taehyung giggled seeing how troublesome he is.

" you know, we can do something until it boils down. I am not hungry, as I ate little in the office "

" you want us to -"

" Is I am desperate!!?....If you want only "

" I always want you, Taehyung "

" Then please take me to bed "

" Okay, my love "

And thank you all of you for joining this journey.💜💜