Someone you loved - RUEL

dear Ruel,

Ruels pov

The moment Laiya walked away I felt like a part of me walked away, the girl that I love more than anyone in the world, the girl I want to be my wife, the girl that I want to have children with just walked away and told me to not talk to her. Though I wasn't going to loose her and no matter what it took I was going to get her back, I couldn't live my life without her. 

I ran back into the house looking for where Mary was, I saw her sitting on the couch being yelled at by Sunday. I walked up to her and got disappointed looks from both Bella and Samson. 

"Hey babe you come back for more?" she asked smirking

"No never in a million years would I ever date you, because of you I have just lost and hurt the most amazing girl in the world the love of my life. Even after I told her I would protect her and care for her! You are the most selfish person in the world and you deserve nothing, but worst of all was that she forgave you after the first time you tried to hit on me.. MARY SHE FORGAVE YOU!" I yelled tears rolling out of my eyes 

"Babe its not that bad" she spoke 

"GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN" I yelled pointing towards the door

"Mhmm" she rolled her eyes 

"I HATE YOU NEVER CONTACT ME AGAIN" I said turning around and walking out 

Samson ran up to me and touched my shoulder bringing me down the driveway and away from the house. 

"Ruel you really fucked up" He spoke in a disappointed tone 

"I know I don't even know why I kissed back the whole time I just wanted Laiya to be there when I opened my eyes and she was but not in the position I wanted her to be in" I spoke sitting and putting my face into my knees

"Well you have to get her back because you are perfect together and you clearly love her" 

"I know but I don't know how to" I dried the tears from my eyes 

"I don't know man, let me drive you home" 

The car ride was mostly silent, I dreaded what was going to happen when I walked through the door Coco and Sylvie were very mad and I already knew that they would have told mum and that may just me worse. 

Once Samson dropped me off I walked up to the door, and opened it slowly, I could see the heads of everyone in the living room but choose not to speak as I wasn't really in the mood for talking. I walked up the stairs to my room, pulling open the door and walking over to my bed. At the end of it there was a brown bag, I opened it to see a brand new white GOLF hoodie. Just below it sat a letter, I immediately ripped open the envelope and pulled out the card it read;

Dear Ruel, 

You will be reading this letter after I surprised you in Sydney though I am writing it 4 days after I arrived in LA because I miss you that much. On the second day I got here I went to the GOLF pop up shop and bought this hoodie for you since I stole yours and am probably going to keep it forever hehe. I know it is one of your favorites and you deserve to have one since your other is now my pyjamas. Thank you so much for supporting me going to LA and being my number 1 fan just like I am yours, you mean the absolute world to me and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. You make me a better person, you make me feel safe but most importantly you taught me to love again and feel loved again something I didn't think I could feel after Tyler. 

I am so so proud of you and all that you have accomplished being a 16 year old famous singer is not something everyone can say they are. I hope you know how truly talented you are, you should feel very proud of all what you have accomplished.

I love you more then anything in the world and I can't wait to see you soon! 

Lots of love Lay
xoxo

I finished reading the letter and placed my hand on the side of the bed. Something small and cold laying underneath it. I pulled up my hand and saw the necklace that I had gotten Lay, the necklace that symbolized my love for her. Thats when it hit me how much I really hurt her. it was bad.

The door busted open and revealed a very angry Coco standing there. 

"YOU FUCKING IDIOT" she screamed walking over to me 

"I know I am an idiot Coco please stop" my body shifting to sitting on the floor with my back against my bed. 

"Ruel I really expected better, she came to surprise you but instead walked in on you making out with another girl and worst of all it was MARY... WHY MARY" she spoke tears now falling out of her eyes as well

"I don't know she kissed me and I was caught of guard... and every part of me wanted it to be Laiya every fucking part of me, I was scared to open my eyes cause I knew it wasn't her and I knew I had fucked up... it meant absolutely nothing to me" I turned my head to face her

"Although I am extremely angry and disappointed in you, you need to fix this-" I cut her off

"Yes Coco I know" I said very quickly

"No let me finish Ruel, you need to fix this because Laiya blamed it on herself" My heart broke even more when those words came out of her mouth

"Wha wait why?"

"She said 'it is my fault, I shouldn't have expected him to stay in love with me, tell him I wish him the best and that he treats Mary well'" she finished looking away from me 

"But I love her Coco I love her so so fucking much and I don't want to date Mary I actually told her to get out of my life"

"I know you love her Ruel which is why you need to fix this"

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RUEL IS STUPID 

I may write another chapter tonight and if I do it will probably be a short one as this one is VERY long again. 

You guys are amazing!