Many Moons

After Hogwarts Part 1

Life began and the four set out for their adult lives.
Since the day Remus turned eighteen, he had been planning his top surgery. The day had finally come and Remus began his procedure. Sirius held his right up until the end of the hall ending with a bright red door marked "SURGERY" saying,
"I love you."
before they closed the doors behind him.
After a few hours, Sirius was reunited with a freshly bandaged Remus. The surgery had been a huge success, the lines were clean, and Remus was on track to make a full recovery.
Remus loved it, to say the least. It even matched the scars he already had. He was finally able to wear clothes that made him happy and confident. He didn't have to hide behind baggy ones. He never forgot the first sweater he bought in his size. He burst into tears right in the middle of the shop, but neither he nor Sirius cared who looked at them like they were crazy.
They never forgot the first time they all went to the beach and, like the other guys, Remus took off his shirt.
Remus' top surgery had been so successful and made him so happy that he forgot how much he once wanted bottom surgery and had been neglecting wearing his packer. He hated to admit it to himself, but not having to face people every day that knew he was trans was so relieving. In school, he wanted nothing more than to have a p*nis, but now, it just didn't seem to matter much. He had talked to Sirius about bottom surgery before and Sirius had said he'd support whatever decision he made. But what if my decision is to not have surgery? Remus thought. Remus decided he wanted to further speak to Sirius about this.
Late one night, Remus asked nervously,
"Siri, can I ask you something?"
Abandoning his attention from his sketch, Sirius looked up, saying,
"Of course, Remi. Anything."
Remus began, stuttering slightly,
"Uh, you know how we talked about bottom surgery?"
Now concerned, Sirius walked over to Remus, hugging him,
"Yes, I remember. Are you feeling something different about it...?"
Remus, getting shy, whispered,
"Sort of..."
Sirius said,
"Well, however you feel, I want to know. Okay, babe? I promise not to judge, I just want to know what's going on..."
Remus looked down and said it quickly scared of the reaction Sirius would have to it,
"I don't want bottom surgery!"
Sirius was shocked, but said,
"Alright, babe, then don't get bottom surgery."
Remus laughed sickly,
"It's not that simple, Sirius...s-something has to be wrong. Why now? I've wanted that procedure since I knew what it was. And what about you? It's not fair that you always have to top..."
Sirius said,
"Woah, woah, Remus. You not wanting bottom surgery doesn't make you any less trans or a man. Could it be that you don't really care anymore what others think? I mean, Remi, we've left Hogwarts. No one on the street knows that you're trans, you pass just as well as me. And, for the record, I don't mind topping. You're bloody 6'4" and I'm 5'9"! Let me be the bigger man in something. Besides Remi, it's your body. I support and love you either way. And it doesn't and shouldn't matter to anyone what's in your pants. You're a man, okay?"
Remus was crying into Sirius' chest. He said through tears,
"T-then I don't want bottom surgery."
Sirius smiled,
"Doesn't change a thing. Now, can I bloody kiss you?"
Remus responded by simply kissing Sirius back, making for one amazing night.