fouthteenth chapter: plea-

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I love you, you said Olivia.

No, you whispered. It was a mere vibration in the air, a scented wind leaving your lips. Just an illusion in the world of lies that is then a reality.

My knees were weak from those words already. They left your lips. I could not believe.

I stood there in spring, my hands in the folds of my dress, thinking what ice cream you'd prefer and those words suddenly fell from your lips.

I love you, you said.

I did too.

We kissed each other. We kissed hard. We kissed with laughter that scrunched our noses and made us squint our eyes.

I kissed you pationately. I kissed those words from your lips and saved them in my heart.

Now, that I think about it, we probably meant different I love you's, my love.

I love you. What does it mean?

I miss you.
You are my everything.
Your kiss makes me shiver...

It means so much and sometimes it means nothing at all. But not for me.

For me it is, I will never abandon you.

Even when everyone else did. Even when the world left you behind in that black hole, in that darkness where there is nothing to see, nothing to search. 

Even when you left and lost yourself too.

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