I smelled the air inside the airport, smelling the scent of fresh Seoul air. It was good to be back after a year and I didn't expect a lot of my fans to come welcome me back in Korea.
I put up a smile, a normal smile, the type when I arrive at the airport or see different fans. Squealing and screaming for my name. I wasn't expecting anything to happen at my arrival today but then I was about to go to the exit when I heard a girl scream.
I didn't quite hear it clearly but I do know the fact that I heard my name by the end of the sentence. Which made me curious and then another scream was set off from the same person I assume.
'What the hell is going on?'
My eyes widened, my heart stopped and skipped a beat for a second. It was like time freezing for an exact minute before it started moving again. I knew that I heard another name, it was the most familiar name, someone that I can never seem to erase in my memories.
Go, I know you miss her, just go, don't hesitate anymore.
A side of myself dictated. I took a step towards the direction of the scream I heard.
Do you think it's right? Going after her, knowing that he broke and shattered your heart a year ago?
The other stopped me from taking another step. I was debating deep inside whether I should really see if it's her.
I couldn't even decided a small simple thing, there was still a small hint of hope or if I just misheard her name in that sentence.
"Jimin, what are you doing? Let's go, you still have a photoshoot later" Manager Lin snapped, making me go back to reality and looked at her
No.
I need to see if it really is her. I need to see it for myself that I didn't mishear anything. I wanna know that my mind was creating noises to make a quick reminder of her existence.
My feet started to take multiple steps forward, then sped up more and more until I didn't realize that I was now running. Running towards the scream I heard, it was at the exit.
I was already panting, short of breath but my feet won't stop running. My heart is telling me to go but my mind contradicts, telling me that you shouldn't be so vulnerable, that you shouldn't be sensitive but to be strong instead and stand still.
Don't let her presence, her voice, her shadow make you soft. Don't forget about what she did to your heart leaving wounds, leading to scars that can never heal again.
The monster kept inside started banging out words in my head. But I didn't stop, it wasn't because I don't want to but because I can't. I knew that I can't stop now...
I reached the exit door, my eyes widened, my hands gripped my chest, above where my heart lies. I grit my teeth and held on the wall catching my breath. My eyes are already squinting, desperately trying to look around without my eye sight getting blurry.
See, you must've misheard it. No one is here, it was just your heart leaving harsh reminders of the person you loved but hurt you instead.
The monster was already laughing at some sort of satisfaction at the victory it felt.
Manager Lin caught up to me with tons of securities standing beside me leading away fans. Blocking hen from taking illegal photos and stopping then from getting closer to me.
"Why did you just ran off like that?!" Manager Lin was trying to steady her breathing after a long run catching up to me
"Sorry, I thought there was a kid getting kidnapped, must've been my hallucinations caused by my exhaustion"
'Such a solid alibi' I wanted to laugh at that thought by instead kept a straight face
We walked out like I didn't ran off. I walked calmly like I wasn't about to try to find someone that wasn't there. I was keeping a straight face like I wasn't distracted at what I did earlier.
Most of myself was desperate to search every corner of this airport but I can't. Because I'm restricted, because I have limits to what I can do, because I'm not free.
But a side of me still says the same thing over and over again, replaying each minute it finishes. It made me calm my nerves down and walk...
She admitted she didn't like you, she told you something that left wounds and scars unhealed but to let you know, you aren't the type of person to give up easily, aren't you?
So persistent and stubborn...
It made me smile. Weirdly enough. It continued to repeat itself inside my head of its own accord. It's telling me like I don't know it, like I don't have any idea what it means. I wanna laugh at how well it knows me.
'I won't give up, not just yet, not soon. I know that she's somewhere out there that still has even the smallest feelings for me, I'll make it grow, I'll make it bloom right in front of her to know that...
I still have my feelings because it never did disappear from me'
[Part two of the previous chapter and it's in Jimin's POV, I know it's short but yeah. The previous one is your standing and this one is Jimin's so yeah if you didn't get it. Stay safe y'all! ❤️❤️]
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