Contract Lovers With My Idol || P.JM FF✓

(Chapter 13: Euphoria and Serendipity)

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You know there's something special going on between you and the the person you admire, just admire. You feel these constant warmth followed by golden string pulling you closer to him thinking it's right... [Contract Lovers With My Idol]

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Today was finally the day of Jimin's birthday, however, the contract's deadline was getting near. And to top it all off, I'm still unsure of what I'm feeling for him. Yes, I did say I fell in love with him more than just an idol but, it was in the past, before I found out about Kai.

I was always afraid of the contract ending when I just felt the same way. I don't want the contract to end just yet, I need to have more time, more time to convince myself that I love him...

I met up with Emma outside the the venue, of course she couldn't stop being so excited about seeing Jimin personally. She wasn't able to join me back at the concert so she definitely didn't want to miss this.

"Did you bring them?" I asked as she handed over the paper bag filled with stickers with Jimin's name on them

"They're everything you said" she put up a bright smile and we head inside the venue

The venue was packed, it was really like a concert. Our seats were near the stage, it was VIP those ones that I can't afford if it was a concert.

"Help me put them on, Emma" I grabbed one of the stickers and gave them to Emma

"You live in the same house as him but you still here like a normal fan" she chuckled and gently pasted the sticker on the side of my cheek

"Yeah, it's unreal. But the way I support and love him as a fan girl is always different than being his girlfriend and live under the same roof as him"

'Yeah... That's right, it's different, the feelings are different... The way I feel when I can feel his presence near, the way we sit beside and cuddle, we even kissed multiple times for Pete's sake!'

Then my phone vibrated through my pockets, I took it out to see Jimin's message. I unlocked my phone and clicked it.

[Chim] Hey Euhna, you there already?

[Me] Of course I am! I'm here with Emma at our seats already, what's up?

[Chim] Nothing, just wanted to check on you if you're there already

[Chim] There's a lot of people there, I hope I'll still see you 😁

[Me] I don't know if I should be flattered or insulted. Just admit that you're nervous dumbass

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I laughed at every text she sent me, it was relieving. I'm actually feeling nervous, even if it's not a concert or a tour, might be because the way she looks at me will be different. In the past I would just take a glance to every person but now when I see her it'll be different.

[Euhna BunBun] I really wish I could smack you right now, since it's your birthday I won't. Get your ass ready and get out of here! 😑

[Me] You really want to see me right now? I could go back stage and meet you, you know 😊