Used && Abused

Chapter Seven

Breanna's POV

When I walked in, my mama was nowhere to be found so I walked down the hall, pass three rooms, and into my mothers room. She was sitting on her bed holding condoms *two to be exact*, some bloody shorts, and a towel that had blood on it. I remember the towel. I washed up with it after Tyler abused me.

When she seen me she stood up and walked towards me. She looked not as if she's been crying, but rather heated.

Mama M: Breanna Iyanna Rogers, imma ask you this once and one time only. Have you been having sex in my house? *holds up the condoms*

Me: No. Mama I would never disrespect you like that.

I though that that would be the end of the conversation. But how could it be with something as serious as this.

Mama M: Okay. Let me rephrase that have you and Marcus *Tyreik* been having sex?

Me: Ma, no we have not been having sex.

I didn't really want things to get real. I knew she didn't believe me, and she had some real valid reasons not to.

Mama M: Okay, so, when I go to clean up your room it just so happens to be condoms wrapped in these shorts and this towel. **holds up the stained shorts and towel**.

I remember me sliding everything in a corner before I left. I don't remember seeing condoms though. Tyler must have dropped them and neither of us realized it.

Me: Mama, no the blood is from my period and the condoms is....

I couldn't think of a lie fast enough. I never lied to my mom. I didn't want to start now but I had to.

Mama M: Bre, why are you lying to me. You could have just told me you was sexually active and I could have prepared for these things.

Me: Mama, I'm not having sex!! **looks up and roll eyes**. You can't sit right here and yell at me for something I didn't do.

Mama M: Yes, I can. And now I will. Why---!

Me: Well, not today you won't.

But before I could turn around I felt a mean slap sting across my face. I just stood there all teary eyed. I know I probably deserved it I was being disrespecetful. I shoot her the harshes face I could muster up. Then I turned on my heels and began to walk, but my mama grabs my arm.

Mama M: You will not disrespect me in my own house. The day you feel like you can talk to me any kind of way is the day you can pack up the little shit I didn't buy and move the hell out.

I snatch my arm away from hers and walked to my room. When I made it to my bed I laid down and cried myself to sleep.

Mama Michelle's POV

I really can't believe she just lied to me. Me and Breanna have always been open with each other. She told me everything to from how she felt to what she needed. I also can't believe I just hit her. I never actually hit her. I kind of felt bad. I was also disappointed in her for not coming to me.

I laid down in my bed and watched Maury until I fell asleep in deep thought.

Breanna's POV

When I woke up it was 7:11pm. I got up and walked to my mama room. I now knew what I had to do no matter the consequences. When I walked in her room she was asleep so I tapped her on her stomach. She jumped hard but woke up.

I looked down at her and she looked up at me.

Me: Hey Mama I'm sorry for being disrespectful. There is no excuse as to why I talked to you like that.

Mama M: It's okay Bre. But I just wished you would have told me. And that wasn't the only reason I called you back over here. Tyler's coming back. The wife called off the wedding.

I looked horror struck. I climbed in the bed and laid my head on her stomach.

I was silent for a long time. And all that ran through my mind was should I tell her and risk her and/or our life or should I not tell her and jeopardize our relationship.Tears started rolling down my cheek because I have made my decision.

Me: Mama? *sobbing*

Mama M: Bre its okay you don't have to cry. I forgive us both.

Me: No, ma Ty.... *sobs*

Mama M: What is it baby. Talk to me.

Me: Ma. Tyler raped me.*whispered*

She stopped stroking my hair and I just knew she was crying.

MamaM: What? He raped you? My little girl? My baby?

Me: Yes mama. And he k...kept hitting me. And it hurted like hell. And mama I passed out it hurt so bad.

Mama: Bre, why are you just now telling me?

Me: Because I was scared. He told me if I told you he'll kill with the gun he used to make me do what he want.

She pulls me into a hug and just held me and mumbled " Oh, Breanna my baby".

Me: I tried to fight him but he was stronger.

MamaM: Breanna I'm so sorry.

Me: Mama, this wasn't your fault it was Tyler's.

MamaM: It is my fault. I brought him here. I trusted that he wouldn't do anything to you unless I let him stay. Is this why you wanted to stay at Tanya's?

Me: Mama, I was at Tyreik's house. But yes ma'am. Tyreik came and picked me up. I was just so scared. He gave me comfort. Especially since I was too scared too tell you. I thought that if he'll do it twice, even one time he'll do it again.

MamaM: He touched you twice!!

Me: Yes.

The door opened and Tyler walked in. He says hey, looks my dead in the eye until I break contact, and look up at my mom. He looks at my mom. Then back at me looking like "I know God damn well you didn't tell".

Tyler: What's with all the sad faces?

I threw the covers over my head and my mama stood up.

Tyler: Ohh. Hell Naww. I know this Bitxh didn't * points at me*.

MamaM: Bitch? FIRST YOU BEAT ME! THEN YOU GO AND RAPE MY BABY. NOT ONCE BUT TWICE. Making her feel like everything was her fault. DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID TO HER!? HER LIFE!? ME!? OR WAS YOU ONLY JUST WORRYING ABOUT YOURSELF AND YOUR NEEDS.

Tyler: Naww. But I know how much it satisfied me.

MamaM: Oh really?

She walked to her closet and comes back with a gun so fast. She aimed it at his leg and shot. He hopped back super fast. Holding his hands up he mugged my mama

Tyler: Bitch! What's wrong with you? Whatchu doing? *he was scared*

With that we heard the front doors burst open. Tyler ran in the hallway and I heard a loud thump hit the wall, radio chatter, and footsteps. When someone appeared in the doorway I looked up and saw Mama Linda in her work uniform. **Oh did I forget to tell you that she was the chief of police at the NYPD **

MamaLinda: Hi Breanna. He's going away for a long time maybe for life without parole. Ms. Rogers you can put the gun down now. Ever since I found out what happened I've been having your house watched.

MamaMichelle: Oh My Gosh. Thank you. *they hug then release* We really appreciate this. How can we repay you?

MamaLinda: Oh. Its okay. Today's Sunday. Um let's have dinner and a movie night at my house next week Sunday. I already have your number so I'll call and give you more details.

She walk out along with all the other police men. When they were gone we sat down on the couch.

MamaM: Some day huh?

Me: Yes, it was.

We just sit and talk about what happened and how we felt about it then we both fell asleep on the couch after eating delivered Chinese food.