The Weekend - Completed

Chapter 29

I happily dozed half sprawled across him whilst he slowly stroked my hair, his rhythmic, repetitive motion edging me towards sleep. Although relaxed to a near unconscious state I fought to stay awake, I wanted to enjoy this perfect moment.

"So how are you feeling?" he asked tentatively, with my head on his chest I could feel him hold his breath waiting for my answer. I struggled for a moment to put my emotions and physical state into words, there were so many things rampaging through my mind, I felt exhausted in every way, but I also felt exhilarated in every way. I was conscious he was still holding his breath so I answered as honestly as I could trying to sum everything up as concisely as possible

"I feel amazing" I said finally, he lifted my head so his eyes looked directly into mine, I could almost see his brain processing what I had said, then raising his eyebrows he replied

"Amazing hey" A broad grin spanning his face, I was a little perturbed by his flippancy and frowned my disapproval.

"Please don't make fun of me" he started to butt in to protest his innocence but I continued. "I know it's not the same for you but ..." lifting my chin so he could lightly touch my lips with his, my words ceased as he again gently kissed me. Pulling his mouth away from mine only fractionally he spoke in little more than a whisper.

"Alex I feel amazing too." He lips again found mine, but this time it was me who withdrew from our embrace, I found it hard to believe that my feelings mirrored his and I narrowed my eyes sceptically.

"Yeah okay, so you're not my first, but what we have is special, and being with you does make me feel amazing, I have never had that with anyone else before so in some ways it was a first for me too." He wrapped his arms tightly around me and kissed the top of my head. "I love you, and knowing I am with the person I am meant to spend my life with makes me feel more than amazing."

I closed my eyes and thought again about the touch of his naked flesh against mine, the caress of his lips kissing my skin and the sensation of our interlocked bodies moving together. I sighed happily as he ran his finger up and down my arm. We lay there like that for a couple of minutes before he wrapped his arm around me and pulled me onto him, his hands roamed my body confidently pressing me hard against him. His mouth opened waiting for me to kiss him, and with his fingers entwined in my hair he pushed our heads closer together so there was barely air between us. I could feel his warm breathe in my mouth as he sighed into me

"Oh god I want you" my lips crashed into his and I pushed my tongue into his mouth and kissed him fiercely, I urgently wanted him, my body ached for the overwhelming sensation we had shared less than an hour ago and I could feel the burning desire building into a near frenzy inside me. He effortlessly rolled us over so I was under him, wrapping my arms around him I pulled him to me, a brilliant smile lit up his face and we again made love.

The rest of the weekend carried on in much the same vein, and in what seemed like a blink of an eye it was Monday morning and I was packing the last of my belongings into my bag.

As we walked hand in hand to the station I realised this was the first time I hadn't been dreading our time apart, if anything I was only dreading the impending exams which hung over us for the next two weeks, but then we'd have the whole of the summer together and after that, well we'd have the rest of our lives.

I smiled to myself awkwardly thinking how I'd explain to my dad I was moving out so I could live with the boyfriend he'd met fleetingly a couple of times. I knew my dad though and I knew he'd want me to be happy, so although he wouldn't approve he also wouldn't stop me.

As we kissed our goodbyes at the station I could barely contain my happiness, with my pulse soaring every time his lips found mine.

"I'll phone you tonight about eight, okay?" he called after me as I got on the train; I nodded my agreement and went to find my seat.

After the train pulled away from the station I looked at the light reflected in the ring Daniel had given me, I twisted my fingers this way and that catching the rays of sunlight as they battled their way through the wispy morning clouds, watching the rainbow of colours play round the carriage. I sighed contentedly as I realized this was the first time in years I was truly happy.