Surrender (JackSepticEye x Reader)

Fifty-Four

You drove home in a state somewhere between calmness and sobbing again. Your face broke several times, but the tears did not show up again. Which you were silently grateful for, since you were driving and all.

Trudging your way into the house, you stopped in the kitchen for a little while, knowing you would have to eat something but unable to muster up the strength nor the resolve to do anything about it. So you simply dumped your school things onto the dining room table and went upstairs to your bedroom, flinging yourself onto the bed and starting to cry again.

It couldn't be helped. What your dom had done was unspeakably terrible in your eyes, and you realized that you didn't want--

The knock at the door startled you; how long were you in your room for? It was difficult to pinpoint. Long enough for a visitor to show up, anyways. But who was there?

Wiping your eyes carefully, you meandered your way down the stairs again, opening the front door to reveal Seán, with his hands in his pockets. "Are you ready to go, kitten?"

Go? "Go where...?" you asked, your face full of confusion.

His slight smile fell, expression turning to one of puzzlement. Or was it disbelief? "Kitten, it's Friday. We always spend the weekends together. Remember?"

Oh. Right. You nodded and went upstairs, packing an overnight bag out of habit even though you knew you would mostly be completely naked at his home. Your head was down as you returned to him, locking the front door behind you before sliding into the passenger side of his car.

The entire ride felt awkward, not at all easygoing and full of chatter like it normally was. That whole day had just been a disaster, and all you really wanted was to go back home and hide from the world for awhile. But that was virtually impossible; your tongue felt glued to the roof of your mouth as it was, and how could you refuse your dom?

Our weekends are always nice. Especially Sundays. I'll just...

"Sir?" you at last managed, prying your mouth open. "Can we... take it easy with the lessons this weekend? I don't feel well..."

You didn't see him frowning a little bit. "Kitten, I have a very specific lesson planned for tomorrow, all right? It's something we need to work on badly. But don't worry so much; it won't be very intense. Very easy to manage. I promise."

~☆~

As you stepped into his living room you dropped your overnight bag into a random corner, already forgetting about it as you began to strip down. Your dom picked up your discarded clothing and folded everything neatly into a little pile before taking your hips into his hands, face buried in the crook of your neck. "I have a little gift for you, kitten," he cooed to you, pulling away and disappearing into the basement. When he returned there were several things in his hands. Some of them furry and white. "Wrist cuffs and a tail for my kitten," he explained with a smile.

You stared at the toys for a few moments before holding out your wrists. If pet play was what he wanted that evening, then that was what he was going to get. Seán slid the cuffs around your wrists; they were soft and surprisingly comfortable. But then your eyes landed on the tail. "Sir? How is that going to...?"

Ah. He held up his usual bottle of lubricant, as well. It was a plug tail. You withheld the urge to sigh as you turned and got down on all fours, hips up high in the air.

As the plug was inserted you realized: this wasn't fun. It had become tedious. Tears welled up in your eyes as you realized, not wanting to admit the truth. But as soon as the tail had been set into place you turned back around, hugging your dom's legs and beginning to cry again. His baby blue eyes were full of concern as he knelt down onto the floor to hold you. "Kitten, what's the matter?"

"I d-don't kn-know..." you wailed against him, clinging to him tightly. You debated on using his safeword but decided against it; having a plug inside of you wasn't so bad, really. You had already gotten accustomed to the feeling. "Today was j-just..."

"Hard on you? Oh, kitten," he murmured, brushing the hair from your face with a gentle hand. "I'm sorry. I didn't think you were going to be so overwhelmed today. Is that why you asked if we could have easy lessons?" You nodded and he loosened his grip on you. "All right. Come on, let's go upstairs and do a couple of things that I know you like. Okay?"

When you considered it, it seemed like the best option. To be given some experiences that you had already been taught, ones that your dom knew you liked. He was trying to put your mind at ease, and having a couple of easy orgasms was probably his best bet. "Y-yes, sir..." you replied softly, following him up the stairs, on all fours like the good pet you were.

"Lay on the bed," he demanded softly. "Lift your legs and keep them there, like I taught you." You did as told, laying on your back with your legs in the air, supported by your hands. Seán bent down to reach beneath the bed, pulling out his toy box and withdrawing another rabbit vibrator. "How about this, kitten? Hmm?"

You eyed the toy and nodded, actually smiling a little. He was doing this for you, after all. Your dom removed his belt and looped it around your neck, pulling it taut before picking up the toy again and slowly sliding it inside of you.

He did this for a little while, allowing you to get used to being double penetrated again, what with the tail still attached to you. When the rabbit slid easier he turned the thing on, the vibrations directed right at your clit.

You yelped slightly; it was a powerful toy. But it felt good, so you closed your eyes and tried to focus on that feeling, your womanhood pulsing and wanting attention.

Slowly your dom pulled at the belt, tightening its hold around your throat and cutting off the blood flow to your brain. The longer he pumped the toy, the wetter it became until your juices were running in rivers down to the bedspread. "S-sir..." you spoke with a trembling voice, pulling your legs apart a little wider.

"It's all right, kitten. You come when you want to." He turned up the toy's intensity, making you yelp again. When it was clear you were close, it was pressed firmly to the little bundle of nerves as his free hand tugged at the belt. It released just as you reached the height of your pleasure, the knot in your belly breaking wide open as the blood rushed back to your head. The orgasm was more powerful than usual, and you had made quite the mess as you came, crying out in a way you knew he liked.

At last he removed both the rabbit and the belt, letting them drop to the floor while he knelt down, leaning in to lick you clean. But he kept on licking, tongue flicking across your sensitive clit and making your entire body shake. "S-sir, it's so sensitive..." you cried out in slight protest.

"I never said we were going to be finished after you came, kitten. I'm not done with you yet."