If Only

Chapter 8

"Y/N..." A voice called out to me. I looked up from my phone to find Lina staring skeptically at me. I tilted my head, raising my eyebrows at her.

"What?" I asked her after she didn't say anything.

Lina opened her mouth as if to say something but then closed it, frowning. Then she gasped.

"You lost your virginity!" She exclaimed and I slapped my hand over her mouth quickly.

"Chirst!" I cursed at her quietly, "Keep it down!"

Lina peeled my hand off her mouth before grinning at me. She grabbed my hand and dragged me to the bathroom. Once we were there, she began hopping up and down.

"Omg omg omg!" She exclaimed happily, "Was it good?" She automatically asked.

I scoffed at her, "You'd rather know how it was and not who it was with!"
I retorted back, giggling when Lina nodded vigorously.

"Alright, alright," I paused, waiting until Lina hit me before continuing, "It was... amazing!" I told her.

She squealed and gave me a giant hug, "I'm so happy for you, Y/N!"
I grinned at her, moving our clasped hands side to side.

"Want to know who it was?" I asked her and she nodded so fast I was sure her head was going to fly off.

I bit my lip as I grinned before whispering to her, "Mr." I paused between every word to create suspense, "Kim. Taehyung."

Her mouth fell open in shock before she exclaimed, "THE Mr. Kim!? Like our boss!?"

I nodded and she started laughing. I joined her and soon we were both doubled over laughing.

"I can't believe you had sex, with our boss!" Lina exclaimed, still laughing, "You whore!" I started laughing harder and we froze when we heard a knock on the door.

"Ms Y/N? Ms Lina?" A voice called through the door.

Lina and I glanced at each before opening the door. Selene stood outside, her arms crossed as she looked at us.

"What are you doing here and not at your stations?" She asked us. Lina looked at me and I just smiled before turning to Selene.

"Well, it's not really your business, Selene." I replied, grinning as her mouth fell open, "But don't worry, we are returning to our stations now."

And with that, I turned and led Lina away. As we walked to Lina's cuticle, she giggled and looked over at me, shaking her head.

"You should probably go back to the office to help Mr. Kim." Lina said, winking at me.
I rolled my eyes and we said our goodbyes before I skipping back to my desk.

RING! RING! The phone yelled at me and I quickly scurried over to pick it up.
"Hello, Mr. Kim's office. How may I help you?" I asked, a little out of breath.

"Yes, this is Jia Ling. I've called 5 times and haven't gotten a call back!" The semi- familar high voice told me.

I let out a sigh and rubbed my temple, "I'm so sorry ma'am. I'll let Mr. Kim know right away. Goodbye now!" I quickly hung up.

I stood and slid over to Mr. Kim's office door. I knocked and once he told me to come in, I entered. He was sitting at his desk, writing something down on his notepad. He looked up and smiled at me before looking back down at the paper.

"Some lady keeps calling, wanting to talk to you. She's the same lady from yesterday." I told him, rolling my eyes.

"Who is she?" He replied.

"Some girl named Jia." I said, sitting on the edge of his desk.

Immediately, Taehyung looked up at me and placed his pencil down.

"Jia? As in Jia Ling?" He asked me hastily.
I looked at him and frowned before nodding slowly. Taehyung grabbed the phone and quickly pressed a sequence of numbers.

"Thank you Y/N, dismissed." He whispered to me, waving his hand as if to dismiss me. I scoffed and rolled my eyes at him but walked towards the door.

"Hi. Jia?" He asked as I slid out of the door, "I- wow, hi!" He exclaimed, his voice excited.

I frowned and leaned close to the door. I felt a little guilty, eavesdropping on them but I couldn't help it.

"I'm doing pretty good! How are you?" Taehyung replied and I could practically hear him smiling, "Really? Wow! Yeah, no totally! We could meet!" My eyes widened and I bit my lip nervously.

"Yeah! Ok, I'll see you soon!"

I heard him place the phone down and his footsteps coming closer to the door. I quickly ran over to my desk and sat down in my chair as Taehyung walked out of the office. He glanced over at me and I smiled innocently.

"I'm going out for lunch today." He told me, fixing his jacket, "I'll see you later."

My heart dropped to my stomach as I watched him walk away. Tears began to form at my eyes and I blinked quickly, coaxing them back in.

'Damn it.' I thought to myself, squeezing my fists together, 'Why did you have to go and give your heart away, you stupid-'

"Y/N, are you ok?"

I looked up to find Selene looking down worriedly at me. I cleared my throat before replying, "Oh, yeah. I'm fine. I- um, what are you doing here?"

She shrugged her shoulders, "I just saw Mr. Kim walking out of the building quite rushed and I was wondering if everything was ok."

I blinked slowly at her, "Wow. That's actually very nice of you!" I told her and she smiled grimly at me.

"Well I was kinda a bitch earlier and I felt a little bad." Selene replied sheepishly.

I smiled back at her before responding, "Yeah I was too..."

"We good?" She asked and I nodded.

Giving me a curt nod she hesitantly turned and walked back to the front desk.

I watched her walk away and sighed, burying my face in my hands.

'You just had to give it away, didn't you.' My head scoffed at me. I smiled grimly and rubbed my temples, 'Guess I did.'