I Hate that I loveYou!

Middle school

Tyra P.O.V

"Shut up Carnell," I yelled. We were sitting on my bed. My mom had just left to go to work . Carnell and I were supposed to be working on science project.
"What did I do?"
"Your being weird!"
"How?"
"You just told me that you watch porn and your 13."
"How is that weird a lot of guy watch porn?"
"You watch people have sex. That's so gross and weird."
"Have you ever watched it?"
"No,"
"So, how can you say that it's gross."
"Because it is"
"Well, I want to try some of the stuff they do."
"Ewwwww"
"Your such a square. "
"No I'm not."
"Well prove it."
"How?"
"Watch it with me."
"No,"
"Your so lame."
"Ughh ok," Once I had agreed, Carnell ran to his house and came back with a DVD.
"Put this in your DVDs player." I did as he said and sat on the bed next to him. It started off with a boy a girl kissing. They were tongue kissing. Something Carnell and I have never done. We just pecked lips.

"We should kiss like that," Carnell said.
"Why,"
"Because, we only peck kiss."
"So, they probably are like boyfriend and girlfriend. We are just friends. Besides we only kiss to make each other feel better."
"Please Tyra, this will never feel better."
"There is nothing wrong with you Carnell"
"Please, Tyra, I need to practice so when I get a girlfriend I will know how to kiss right."
"Ughh, ok Carnell. But only because your my bestfriend." He turned of the movie before they could do anything else. Took it out the DVD player and slid it between my mattress.
" Ok, umm " he stepped closer to me and kissed me like we normally do. Then he rushed and kissed me again this time, leaving his lips on mine longer crushing them between his lips and my teeth." How was that?" He asked.

"Fine, but you should kiss softer. It kind of felt like you were trying to crush my lips." He looked at me and nodded his head.

"Can we try again?" He asked.

"Yea,remember be gentle "

This time he leaned forward slowly and grazed my lips slightly. For some reason that sent flutters to my stomach. Then he pressed his lips softly against mine. Making my inside feel like they were melting. I closed my eyes and slightly opened my mouth and he did the same. Our tongues danced around each other's and I felt a sensation between my legs. I opened my eyes and broke the kiss. I looked at Carnell and he had a bulge sticking out from his pants.

"Dang Tyra," Carnell said breaking the silence.

"What," I asked him very defensive like.

"That kiss was-" he was pacing around the room rubbing his head.

"Perfect, now your future girlfriend will be amazed at your kissing skills." I told him with a smile.

"Ty,"Carnell whispered in my ear, while hugging me from behind.

"What Carnell?"

"That kiss.... That kiss turned me on... I mean it got my dick hard and everything." I started blushing. I was also turned on.

"Gross, I don't want to hear about your dick." I told him laughing

"Shutup, Ty. You probably wet as hell."

"No, I'm not,"I told him,even though I knew it was a lie.

"Then let me check."

"What? No,"

" Well, I then just admit your wet. I told you my dick was hard."

"I'm not wet."

"Well let me feel you then."

"No,"lord knows,I wanted to do more.

"Your so scary,"

"No, I'm not, ughh just do it "

"Are you sure, "

"Yea, I mean I think so."

"Ok, well you know imma have to touch your uhhhh" he was looking down at the ground.

"Punani, let's call it a Punani." I shook my head. I couldn't believe we were about to do this.

"Yea, that." Carnell started blushing.

"Ok since you get to touch my punani I get to touch you dick." I told him matter of factly.

"Deal, but can we touch without looking."Carnell asked.

"Yea, ok I guess you can touch first. since you asked first."

Carnell nodded his head and we both got in my bed and slid under the covers. We both took off our pants. I closed my eyes and waited.

"Are you ready" Carnell had asked me. Keep my eyes closed I nodded yes. I felt his warm hands on my stomach. They slowly slid down to my punani. And then he stopped.

"What's wrong," I asked him. "You wanna stop"

"No," he said. " I want you to look and me." I opened my eyes and looked at him. He then continued. He grazed over my clit and started softly rubbing it in circles. He then slid his finger down towards my entrance. He started smiling. And then moved his hand completely.

"What" I asked him frustrated I wanted more.

"Nothing, your just a liar." He started laughing. "Ty, you are crazy wet."
I started blushing

"So," I rolled my eyes.

"We could've avoided this, if you never would've lied."

"You right," I looked down feeling ashamed. Then Carnell grabbed my face with his clean hand.

"But I'm glad you lied." He said smiling. "Now I'm bout to ask you a question. Don't get mad." I nodded my head. "Can I finger you?" My eyes damn near popped out of my head. I wanted to say no but instead I nodded yes. Carnell kissed me again and slowly slid his finger in my entrance. He was fingering me. My best friend was fingering me. He started rubbing his thumb over my clit, making me moan. I could feel his dick growing on my thigh. And from what I could feel it was big.

"It's okay T you can touch it." Carnell said breaking our kiss. So I did. He showed me how to stoke it so I was jacking him off. I made him nut after I had my first orgasm. Over the next year we would be doing this a lot.😜