I Hate that I loveYou!

Sophmore Year

Tyra P.O.V
I am so in love with Marco. Its almost been year yea we strong. I haven't talked to Carnell since the day after his cousin's party. I mean it hurts not having a best friend to always talk to. I'm not cool with Cassie, but we speak since I date her brother. I still haven't slept with Marco. He wasn't really hasn't bugged me about it either. I mean we always get really close but, I wanna wait.

Yea, that morning when Carnell came over. I lied and said I was about to fuck the shit out of Marco. I only said that because he hurt me. He called me a hoe. I think he was just trynna make Marco jealous but he ended up pissing me off. It's so weird now. I don't talk to him, but a part of me still wants to be his friend. I love Marco, but I miss Carnell. This is the absolute longest we've gone without talking to each other. A yet ago he left me alone in that restroom. A year ago he told me he loved me. A year ago I
was still single. A year ago I was afraid to tell him I loved him too...

But now I love Marco. Marco is my everything. We are the go to power couple. We argue every now and then but, it's really nothing. He gets mad that my mom still asks about Carnell. Yet, every time I give her the same answer. "I don't talk to him anymore, we aren't friends."

My momma don't like Marco. She says he's too nice. I don't know anything about her thought process. I mean she accepts him she just doesn't care for him. Like last night, Marco came over to study. Momma was cooking dinner and she decided to call Carnell.
I don't know why, but she did. She invited him over and said she wasn't taking no for an answer. Which pissed Marco off.

[flashback]

"No, babe the y-intercept is (0,5) not (0,-5), " I tried to explain to him sitting on his lap.We both had Mrs. Kegs for Pre-Cal.

"I don't understand this T, the numbers and the letters. Since when did they add letters in math?" I laughed, but then realized he was really getting frustrated.

"It's okay, look if you (gco)" there was a knock at the door. "Who is it?"

"It's me," I rolled my eyes in disgust looking at Marco. I got off Marco's lap and opened my door. I almost closed it. As much as I missed him, I didn't want anything to do with him. I looked at his shoes. I couldn't bare to look at his face. He was wearing the converses I gave him 2 Christmas's ago. The front of his right foot read " TY" and the front of his left foot read "RA", I remembered buying those shoes and writing on them. I did it so I could claim him even when he wasn't around me. Standing in front of any girl, they could clearly see the name "TYRA" spelled on his shoes. I smiled at the fact he still wore them. Then I realized I still hated him, so I moved up to his shirt.

It was the shirt he bought us alike. My face turned pink when I realized I was wearing the matching shirt. Why, didn't I throw it away? I smiled again shaking my head. Our friendship was really everything. I finally looked into his eyes and I was stuck. I wanted to jump in his arms and hug my bestfriend but I couldn't. My new bestfriend was still sitting on my bed trying to figure out how letters became apart of math.

"Stop staring Tyra, before your boyfriend sees you."Carnell whispered. I blushed a little and looked back at Marco. He put in some headphones and had started watching a video, I'm guessing on math. I opened my mouth to speak,but was cut of before I could even make a sound. " I miss you too, but you have a boyfriend. We already know what happened last time I fought him." I giggled and looked back at Marco and felt guilty for even talking to Carnell. "Well, um I came up here to tell you and him, dinner is ready." He said. Then he just walked down the stairs not looking back.

"Babe, " I said jumping on the bed after I regrouped myself. "Dinner is ready!"

"Ok," Marco said grabbing my waist and sitting me down. He gently kissed my lips, causing me to lay back and then he hovered over me and lightly blew air on my neck. For that quick minute I forgot all about that conversation with Carnell."Lets Go." He said breaking me from my trance.