𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚎! 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚗 𝚠.

falling; bp

Boris' POV
I'm in my bed and you're not here.

I messed up. Again. She really left me this time.

And there's no one to blame but the drink and my wandering hands.

I got drunk. As usual, and made out with another girl.

Forget what I said, it's not what I meant.

Y/n and I got into a huge fight because I had been drinking a lot recently.

She was just looking out for me because she loved me.

And I can't take it back, I can't unpack the baggage you left.

Now I've lost her.

I love her so much.

I miss her so much.

What am I now?

I've been such a mess without her.

My drinking and smoking problem has gotten worse since she's not here to help me.

What if I'm someone I don't want around?

I hate myself.

I hate who I've become.

I just want to be better for her.

I'm falling again
I'm falling

3rd Person POV

Little did he know, y/n thought about him all the time.

She even thought of going back to him.

But she knew she needed time before they could see each other again.

You said you cared, and you missed me too.

And I'm well aware I write too many songs about you

And the coffee's out
At the Beachwood Café

Y/n decided to reach out to Boris and they met at a coffee shop.

And it kills me 'cause I know we've run out of things we can say

At first they sat in silence, waiting for someone to speak.

And I get the feeling that you'll never need me again.

Boris began to get nervous, thinking this would be the last time he'd see her.

Y/n finally broke the silence.

"Boris, I love you so much." She said

Boris started to calm down, just wanting to hear her voice again.

"But I just need some more time." She said tears threatening to fall from her eyes.

"Of course, I just want the best for you" Boris really loves y/n, and he understands that she needs more time.

"I just want you to know that what I did was a huge mistake, and I want to be better for you y/n. I love you." Boris said, his eyes becoming glossy.

Y/n got up and hugged Boris

They both started crying.

"I love you boris, I'll. call you when I'm ready."
"We can put this all behind us."

Y/n kissed him and walked out of the coffee shop.