Dangerous love (incomplete)

chapter 3

I walked hurriedly to my English class trying so hard to forget what Jake almost did.

Everyone in the English class had switched their places. Her friends were all sitting with different students and Kevin of all the people was sitting with rein, one of the Goths. I scanned the class room with my eyes to try and spot Lisa but to my horror, Jake was sitting right next to my desk, even worse, my new desk mate!

‘And just what the hell are you doing here’ I asked giving him one of my angry looks

‘Aww… you look so cute when pissed’ he said and gave her his unreadable killer smile, with the notice that he was being sarcastic.

‘Jake I am serious, what on earth are you doing here. I hate you and wouldn’t want to sit next to you’

You actually think I’d want to do the same, how stupid can you be, Morgan?

I couldn’t believe what I just heard, I can’t believe Jake could actually say something like that, so cruel and mean. I was expecting him to laugh or annoy me but he made me feel sad. The words made me feel like I had just been stabbed in the heart and I don’t know why. He gave me the unreadable look and for a moment I thought I saw the look of guilt across his face and hoped he was truly sorry because he hurt me.

‘Ok class, you are going to share your homework with your partners. Make sure you tell your partner what your love poem is all about’ Mrs. Thompen said with such a sweet friendly voice just as she always was.

Me, share my love poem with Jake, god help me. That’s just the last thing I wanted to do today. Jake wasn’t even looking at Mrs., instead he was staring at the thick air and I wonder what he was thinking so deeply about. Could it be Lisa, I mean they had just broken up and she is still so depressed about it. I don’t think she is ever going to let him go nor let anyone else have him. If that happens, Lisa will turn into an animal and I don’t want to think of the worst yet.

Um…Jake, would you like to go first? I said with doubt that he would even look at me but to my surprise, he turned and looked at me with such a sweet amazing look that left me blushing. He looked like someone who was about to cry. Why would Jake want to cry  or feel like crying even though it was hard to tell, I just felt sorry for him and didn’t even bother to ask why he was in such a deep thought.

Well…o.k. goes like this: he said as he flipped the pages of his book

 ‘ When my eyes met yours,

  It made me feel the true beauty of desire

 You are my first and last

Through the darkness and light

Your smile makes the stars in the sky

Your beauty makes my eyes water

But all these don’t matter

Because I love you and I always will!

 I love you!’

I love you; his last words were so strong that I almost cried. His poem felt so real and made me have the feeling like he was speaking to me because he looked at me throughout the poem since he had memorized it. Jake just sounded amazing and this gives me another reason to ask myself why I hate him.

‘Um… this poem is dedicated to my secret crush’ he said shyly looking away. I really love her so much and I will always love her. Why am I telling you this’ he concluded as he gave Morgan an angry look.

‘Am…I …don’t know’ so Jake has a secret crush, which means that he is over lisa. But who could this girl be?

‘How does your poem go huh? I bet mines way too better’ he grinned tapping his pen on the desk.

‘Let’s see’

You are on my mind

My heart and my dreams

 I always think of you

If this is love then I truly love you

If this is love then please love me back

Because I offer you my heart

If this is love, may we be together

Forever.  My loves becomes stronger every time

I look into your eyes because

My love for you is a strong pillar that will never collapse!

‘Wow’ Jake said as he let out a sharp breath like he was holding it in. ‘ that was….i don’t know….maybe amazing’ the words came out so softly as his expression became more amusing.

‘Thanks’ I had no other choice but to say thank you. He didn’t know that it was partly based on him because I do think of him as well as dream of him but I don’t think I love him.