chapter 11

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he didnt finish off but i wasnt bothered to hear what he had to say because shock was runnig over me aimlessly. I pressed on the brakes of the car, making it screech so loud as the tryes swivelled. My car was heading towards the other road when it bumped into a van and hit a tree, then finally came to a stop. I was screaming my head off as i hit the dashboard continuously as tears flooded my face. I heard jake shout out my name probably thinking i passed out but that wasnt the reason i was crying, i actually did it on purpose and if it wasnt for the stupid tree, i would have just crushed and died. I felt excruciating pain over me.

It felt like someone was forcing in a dagger through my chest slowly but slowly and every bit of it was painful, too painful to bear. I felt like the dagger was digging in too deep and tearing my heart into pieces. I clenched my fist on my chest hoping the pain would go away but the more i thought about jake or heard his voice, the more i thought of lisa, the more it tore me inside, leaving my heart bleeding, bleeding out love and hurting. The pain persisted and thats the more i cried until i felt like there was nothing left as a heart in me, it was all broken but painful. I opened the car door and just when i was about to find my way, jake grabbed me and i managed to slip through.

'morgan wait, am sorry if you didnt want to hear it but its the truth. I always have ever since primary. Its you i want to be with, only you and no one else. Please...'

'no...you dont understand jake, i cant and i dont love you. I dont and i never will'. Lying was hard but i had to. Every word that cane out of his mouth made my heart rise up and shudder again, breaking into billions and billions of pieces. Only God knew how much i was in love with this guy. He didnt undrestand, we couldnt be together.

One of us would die...i just wanted to run and get as far away from all these. My pain became unbearable and the tears never stopped flowing. I felt jake's warm arms pull me into his chest and this made the pain i felt worse, we couldnt be...suddenly, a shock of weakness ran over me, my head was aching like crazy, my feel felt wobbly and i couldnt get the strenght to hold hin close to me as well. I felt like everything was closing around me, my tears and cries fading away then i collapsed in him arms***

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