Everything Unreasonable (Complete)

Chapter 10 (Second Ending)

            Victoriadidn’t let me waste any time because right after school I found a taxi waiting for us outside. I groaned loudly, hating Victoriafor making me go. “Let’s get this over with.” I mumbled to my friend that had appeared beside me. I wasn’t sure if my friends approved of my decision, but they supported me. Victoria and I were heading over to see them again tonight and I would tell Harry my decision. Butterflies were filling my entire body. I hadn’t felt like this since we first met.“Come on, it was your choice and you’ll feel better after you get this out.” I might feel better, but honestly I felt shitty. “You don’t know if I’ll feel better after. I might end up more hurt then satisfied.” She rolled her eyes as I climbed into the cab, her following suit. “Then you shouldn’t have made the decision you did. But you did, and theirs a reason for it. Now like you said, let’s get this over with.”

I hung up, hoping that the voicemail I left her would be enough. I decided to leave her alone until she gave me the answer now. “Harry, mate, what are you doing?” I turned to see a curious Liam behind me. “I was just trying to get through to Emma, no worries.” Liam sighed at me. “You’ve got to leave her alone and let her make her choice. If you keep harassing her about it then she might just run.” “I know, I know. I was going to leave her alone after this I just wanted to apologize if I embarrassed her.” Liam shrugged and turned out of the room. “Whatever you want to do.”

            I threw myself down on the bed behind me and mentally beat myself up for screwing this over. This was my entire fault and if she did just drop everything a run I couldn’t blame her.

            I shook the entire train ride, trying to calm myself down.Victoriahad to talk to me about other things and distract me from having a full meltdown. I’m pretty sure that the women a few seats away from us thought I was certifiably insane and walked to a different cart. “I can’t do this.” I admitted when we were one stop away from Penn Station. “Yes you can, I promise it’ll be ok.” “No it won’t, he’s going to flip out on me, especially because I ignored his call earlier. He won’t want to hear me talk at all. He might even just yell at me or argue with me the whole time. Then what do I do?”

           Victoriapinched my arm, breaking me out of it. “Ow!” She shrugged. “You needed to snap out of it, and calm the fuck down.” “I wish I could.” “Does Harry even know that you’re coming now?” “Shit, I should probably tell him, since we’re about 10 minutes away.” I took my phone out and went to his contact, composing a message with his name on it. ‘Hey, I’m on my way to talk to you. Be there in 10.’

            My phone buzzed next to me. I had been lying in the same spot for about an hour. Niall ordered food for the earlier then usual twit cam that we planned. I picked it up, and immediately shot up from the spot I was in. The text was from Emma. ‘Hey, I’m on my way to you. Be there in 10.’ What was supposed to do about that? What was she going to tell me? Oh god, I need to be ready.

            I shot her a text back, trying to seem calm. “Sure, see you soon.” As soon as the message sent I began jumping around the room to get ready. “Boys!” I yelled from where I was standing, my shirt half off in attempt to find something to wear. “What’s going on Haz?” Louis said as he walked into the bedroom, followed by the rest of the boys. “Emma’s on her way here.” They all smiled and I shook my head quickly. “No I don’t know what she’s going to say. Help me get ready.” “Get ready to get dumped maybe.” I shot Zayn a look, telling him I’m not in the mood for his dumb jokes.

            Niall stomped on his foot and he yelled out in pain. “Guys seriously help me out here alright?” They all mumbled ‘sure’ and went through my suitcase with me to help me find something. “God I feel like a girl.” I mumbled, and then continued to run around frantically.