Am I foolish?
For thinking a due date
would make this hurt less?
For hoping that four years in the future,
you'll come running back?
For letting myself fall so hard for you
when we both know we shouldn't?
Because if I am,
So be it.
I only wish that this could hurt me a little less.
I only wish that our 9 months could go on forever,
Without a four year pause.
I only wish you believed in soulmates,
Because we are.
Now I'm just foolish,
But with a heavy heart.
-m.
