I hate how I have to look at your house every time I drive by.
I hate how I need to look at your room to see if the light is on even though your miles away.
I hate how I can't just ask you to come down whenever I need a hug.
I hate that I need to wait until our initials show up together on silly tiktok videos.
I hate that I gave you back all your sweaters.
I hate that I can't cuddle with you.
I hate how we never got the "couple's Christmas" or Halloween.
I hate that we can't spend days in playing video games.
I hate that I never wake up next to you.
I hate how we can't fall asleep on the phone together anymore.
I hate that other girls are hitting on you.
I hate how you don't notice when I flirt with you to remind you that I still have feelings.
I hate how you stopped saying I love you.
I hate how I stopped saying I love you bc it hurts too much to not hear it back.
I hate how you don't text me back especially when I'm freaking out about your well being.
I hate the fact that I can see you on everything.
I hate that you're the last thing I think about before I sleep.
I hate not knowing if I even cross your mind.
I hate time for taking you away from me.
-m.
