Dear ——,
Since you left, I've cried too many tears. I've starred at the stars wishing to go back to those nights.
Just one more night, where you sneak out of your house. Walking across your roof while I mentally shout at you to be safe even though you've done this a million times before. To hold me for an hour since we couldn't do it in public. And to not let you go when we both say you have to leave.
I wish I kept one of your hoodies, heaven knows you have enough. There's nothing weird with letting your best friend have one of your things is there? I just miss the comfort of your scent and how it engulfed me when I was in your arms. It calmed me down.
You already have other girls telling you how cute you are. I know you completely dodged it but that's just your nature. Do you think she's pretty? I'm sure she's better than me anyway. It's only been two weeks yet it feels like forever. Have you forgotten about our relationship already? I didn't know someone could fall out of love so fast.
We're still best friends. We always will be. But it hurts to see everything that's happening. It hurts to see you bottle up everything. Show me something. Prove that you had at once cared.
-m.
