I understand,
That I am annoying
And no one actually likes me.
But I would rather be told that
Straight up,
Then to feel like the extra in a movie,
That's not in frame or in focus.
Everyone is leaving,
And everyone is hanging out.
Except me.
I don't even get an invitation.
I would at least appreciate an invitation.
You would think,
The girl who knows everyone,
Would have someone to hangout with all the time.
I knew I was alone,
Just not this lonely.
What I would give,
To feel wanted.
For once.
-m.