Heartbeat || PJM

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You

Tae~

Good mornin

U awake?

It's pretty late

...Hello?

Tae?

I sighed and put my phone in my pocket, getting ready to leave for school.

There was only a few months until we graduate, but I wasn't really looking forward to college. Because Taehyung, my boyfriend, is quite rich so he doesn't need to go to college, which will leave me alone.

Well, Jimin, my best friend, is going to college. Not sure if we'll be going to the same one, of course.

I walked to school alone and waited in our usual place to wait for each other. A few minutes later Jimin came walking over and smiled at me.

"Hey" he said. "Hey... you seen Tae? He didn't reply to his texts yet." "That's unusual of him, you two always text before you sleep and when you wake up" he chuckled scratching the back of his neck, but I didn't realise his awkwardness.

"Hmm yeah, I wonder if he's ok..." I mumbled the last bit. He sighed and patted my shoulder before saying, "Let's go to class for now, we'll worry about finding him later." "Ok" we went to our first class, Math.

TIME SKIP

I was looking around for Taehyung at break, but I couldn't find him anywhere. I sighed and went over to the bench Jimin was sitting on, he was doing something on his phone.

I plopped down next to him and leaned my head on his shoulder, looking at his phone. "What ya doin?" "Nothing much" he looked at me and I was pouting.

"What?" he chuckled and asked, "Couldn't find him?" I nodded no then he frowned. "By the way... why do you always share so much skinship with me? I mean... I'm a guy and Tae's your boyfriend, its kinda weird."

"Hm?" I took my head off his shoulder and said, "We're all cool with it, so it's fine. Why you asking all of a sudden?" "It just... crossed my mind." I stared deep into his eyes and he laughed pushing my face away.

"Tae's probably sick, just go check on him after school." "Okie then" I leaned my head back on his shoulder and he groaned. I giggled and closed my eyes, hoping to get some shut eye before the next class, but the bell already went off.

"What fucking timing" I groaned and dragged myself onto my feet, going to my next class.

AFTER SCHOOL

I walked over to Taehyung's house and rang the bell, waiting for the door to be opened. But the door was opened by someone I wasn't expecting. A girl.

"Who the fuck are you?" she asked. "I could ask the same" I raised an eyebrow. "Hey babe! You know this slut?" she turned around and yelled. What the fuck.

A few seconds later Taehyung was by her side and he asked, "Who is it?" He widened his eyes as he saw me and I just glared at him. "Who the fuck is she?"

"Look, slut, get the hell out of here, I don't like other girls near my Taehyung." I parted my lips and clenched my fists, trying to say something back but I couldn't. It hit too hard.

I simply looked at Taehyung, who was looking away avoiding eye contact, before turning around and leaving, my legs going in whichever direction they desired.

What just happened?! Tae... he just cheated on me with another girl..
a jerk at that. What the fuck is wrong with him?! He... after all that time with us together, he just goes ahead and-

I couldn't hold it anymore, I crouched down and sobbed into my knees, crying my heart out. I loved Taehyung, and I thought he loved me too, but I guess that was all just a stupid show.

My phone buzzed in my pocket and I slowly took it out still sniffing. The ID read Jiminie. I picked it up straight away.

"Hey Y/n, how is Tae doing- are you crying?" "J... Jimin..." I sobbed. "...What's wrong? What happened?" "T... Taehyung... he's such a j... jerk..." "What did he do?" "He cheated on me!!" "HE WHAT?!" "H...he cheated on me! There was this rude girl at his house calling me a slut." "...You know what, where are you right now?"

I looked up and around then said, "xxxxx Road" "Ok, I'll be there in 5" I turned the phone off and dragged myself up and onto a bench, still sobbing.

After 5 minutes, which seemed like an eternity, Jimin came running up to me panting. "Y/n..." I looked up, biting my lip trying to stop myself from sobbing but it didn't work.

He sat next to me and pulled me into a warm hug, I sobbed into his shoulder as he patted my back gently. We sat there without any words, and that's what I wanted. I didn't feel like talking at all, I felt heartbroken.

After I calmed down a bit, which was a long time, Jimin leaned back but I couldn't look up. He sighed and asked, "Do you wanna go home?" I nodded still looking down and he got up, holding my wrist gently as I stood up.

We walked to my home and went in. "What do you want to eat?" he asked. "I don't have an appetite..." I responded quietly. "You have to eat, you skipped lunch today."

I sighed and said, "Just make some ramen." "Ok" he went to make some ramen and I sat on the kitchen counter, staring into space. Negative thoughts started to fill my mind.

Why did he cheat on me? Am I boring? Or... not good enough? Or am I not pretty enough? There must be a reason...

I let out a sob and Jimin turned to face me. "Y/n" I looked up at him slowly then he said, "Try not to think about him anymore, he's not worth your precious tears" he wiped my tears away with his sleeve and smiled slightly at me.

"Move on from him, forget about that jerk. You gave him all the love you could and he just turns his back on you like that, he's not worth it. I looked down and sniffed, nodding.

"Good" he went back to cooking the ramen and I held in my tears, not letting them fall. Jimin's right... he's not worth it. Why should I cry and suffer because of him? I should move on and try to forget about him, and stay strong. He did wrong, and he should be suffering, not me. I shouldn't be crying like this. I won't, not anymore.