Heartbeat || PJM

ten

A couple of days passed. I was busy with college and I didn't have time to get another job, not that I could anyway.

It was lunch in college right now, but I couldn't eat. As I was playing with my food, Jimin brought me back to reality. "When are you going to tell me, huh?"

I looked up at him slowly and he was playing with his untouched food just like me. He sighed and said, "It's hard, right?" I didn't say anything then he said, "It's different from before... I miss you."

I bit my lip as he looked up and stared tiredly at me. "So tell me soon, huh?" he stared at me for a few seconds more before getting up with his tray and walking away.

I miss him too... everything's changed. I want to tell him, let it all out to someone, but I can't get myself to do it anymore. I'm such an idiot, I should've let him know so he wouldn't be like this... at least he wouldn't have to be worrying...

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The days repeated. I went to college then to work at the convince store after studying. Then I went to sleep, the little I could get.

It was a day like another when everything turned upside down. I went to college as usual, went home to study then went to work. It all crashed when I saw him again.

As I walking home from work, I was suddenly pulled into an alleyway. "Who-" In front of my eyes was the (very drunk) Kim Taehyung.

He was panting staring into my eyes and I just stared at him, feeling a hundred emotions at once. Shock, anger, betrayal...

"Y/n" His deep, raspy voice rung through my ears, and all I wanted to do was punch him. Hit him, kick him, whatever it would take to take revenge on him. But he suddenly pinned my arms ontop of my head against the cold wall, staring into my eyes.

"I can't do this anymore... I... I need you back."...ok what?! He let out a sob, shocking me as he hung his head low trying to control his tears.

I then snapped back to reality. "Let me go" I said, but he only looked up staring at me with a blank face. Before I knew it, he attacked my neck with messy kisses, sucking harshly at my sweet spot.

That sweet spot. It always got me... it always got my heart beating like crazy, making me go heads over heels for him. My heart started beating faster, and I hated myself for it. I tried to get free, but it was no use.

Jimin was taking a walk late when he saw something that made his blood boil. Taehyung kissing Y/n's neck. And Y/n was trying to get free.

He ran over and pulled Taehyung away from Y/n, pushing him harshly on to the ground. "WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?!" Taehyung stayed on the floor, tears rolling down his cheeks as he stayed in place, not moving a muscle.

Jimin snapped around in my direction, and man, he looked mad. He grabbed my arm and dragged me out of the alleyway, going all the way to my house without a single word.

As soon as we went in, he turned on the light and pinned me against the wall. I looked at him scared, he had an unreadable expression on his face.

"...J...Ji-" "Answer my questions. Why were you out so late?" I couldn't answer. "Fine. What happened? Explain in detail."

"...W...well I was w... walking home when he suddenly pulled me into an alleyway... he was drunk a... and said that he couldn't do this anymore and that he needed me back... t... then he just started kissing the sweet spot on m... my neck... I tried pushing him away b... but he wouldn't budge..."

I looked down tears forming in my eyes. "He always got me by that sweet spot... and even now, I hate it..." I said quietly, scared of what Jimin would say or do.

He lifted my chin with his finger to look at me, taking me by surprise by how gentle he was with it. "Is it him or his actions?" My lips parted, I didn't know how to answer. All that came out was a quiet "What?"

He started leaning closer to my neck, and I could feel his hot breath making shivers go down my spine. "Where is it? Here?" His lips touched my sweet spot and my breath hitched, giving him the answer.

He kissed it slowly, moving his lips slowly as my heart started beating faster and faster. He pulled back and looked straight into my eyes. "Him or the action?" he asked the same question again and I understood this time.

Taehyung didn't make my heart beat faster, it was what he did. And it was beating way faster with Jimin, which means...

"The action" I breathed out and he stared at me for a few more seconds before connecting his lips with mine, and I kissed him back without hesitation.

I felt those plump, soft lips that I missed for a long time, moving slowly and passionately against my lips.

He pulled back once we were out of breath, only to reconnect our lips a few seconds later in a much more heated kiss.

Suckling on my bottom lip, he let go of my arm, moving them to hold onto my waist instead. He titled his head to the side and deepened the kiss, kissing me more passionately.

I slowly wrapped my arms around his neck, melting into his touch. This feels right... I always felt like I had mixed feelings towards him but now I understand them. I like him... I've returned his feelings ages ago, but I never realised it until now.