HOPE

SICK

PAM POV

I sit on my bed and starting to cry. Now they all know I dont know what to do now, all I can feel is that I will make them worried and their attention will be all mine and I dont want that. All I want is Gab, to be here and stay with me. I want to spend all my left days with him, I want him to wake up and hear his voice. I want him to stay alive and smile. Tomorrow I will try to visit him I want to see, hold and spend the day with him.

I change my clothes and I saw all the bruise in my bodies. I cried when I saw it, I look for some long sleeves shirt and cover them all. Its starting to hurt so much so thats why Im always at the house and do nothing, I was my hair and its starting to gone. I cried and shout. Edrick came and look for me "PAMMM!!" He look at the bedroom and didnt saw me and go to the bathroom and knock. "PAM! PLEASE OPEN IT!!" he keep knocking and shouting. I didnt open it so he crash the door and saw me half naked and put some towels to cover me, he stand me up and sit me in the chair. "What happen?" He hold my face and wipe my tears. I hold his hands and put in my hair and try to comb it. My hair start loosing. He was shock and I can see hes scared, I show some parts of my body and he can see the bruise. He hug me and I moan because its kinda hurt. "You need to go to hospital now Pam" I refuse "Theres no point of going there Edrick, Im going to die" I cry and feel theres nothing left to do. "Pam...." he lay his head in my knees and cry "Im sorry I cant do nothing. If only I can give you my life" I cry and so touch of what he said.. "Edrick.... Im scared.... Im scared to die..." I said and still cry.. I dont want to die, I dont want to left. I want to live... I want to spend my life with all of them, especially with Gab...