HOPE

CONFESSION

PAM POV

The moment they gone we both sit down and look at Gab. "Since when you know each other" she ask me nicely and sort of shy "At the McDonalds. Denmark introduce him to me, It was like Love at First Sight" I said like a Little Girl who had her first crush. "Denmark and I know each other since we were in College. Until now, Its been 6years." I said. "And since when you and Gab been together?" She cut my words and look at me. I stare at his eyes sincerly and said "There was never a us. Were just Bestfriends." I look at Gab and hold his hands, and she smile like she still had the chance to take him away from me "But I do like him, I love him and I need him" I said and I mean it. She look at me fiercely and stand up. "Weve been in Relationship since were High School, I know Its been a mistake for leaving him just like that. But Im already here and he'll  be happy when he find out that Im already here." She said and walk to the door. "Im going to take him back" she said and go out. I put Gab's hand down and cry. I can feel the pain in my chest and its so hurt, like I want to die. I love Gab more than anything.. I want to fight, I want to have him. But Hanna was right, I think Gab will be happy if he knew that hes long time partner was here..

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I park the car outside in our house, not leaving in the car yet. Remembering those words and what happen this morning. All that running in my mind was only Gab, knowing that he will never let this tears come out from my eyes because he dont want me to feel this. I miss his hugs and kiss. Those horrible jokes and laugh. I want him back.

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I wake up not knowing that I fell asleep in my Car, I get out and walk to the house. Denmark was sitting in the couch and run through me when I got home. "WHERE THE HELL HAD YOUVE BEEN!! I WAS WORRIED ABOUT YOU!!" He hug me tightly and I can see how worried he is to me.. I hug him back and kiss his cheeks "Im sorry for making you worried."  I said calmly and tears falling down and I dont know why.. "Im sory" I walked away and go upstair.
I go to my room and lay on my bed, I saw our picture in the table (GAB and ME). I cried again. I take a shower and had toothbrush, getting dressed and had a breakfast with Edrick and Denmark.. They both look at me worriedly. "Pam.." Edrick cut the silence and I stand up "Im going out. See you guys later" without any words I go out and get the keys. Im going to see Gab. I need him...