Chapter 7

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THE GIRL ON HIS YESTERDAY

With the help of the other tourist guide,I successfully left that place and for almost two hours I am already at my house.This feeling of mine,back to normal.I am literallly alone now.Well I dont have regrets this is my choice anyway.

As I open the door Sol and Luna welcomed me with their fluffy hair.Ikinuskos nila ang mga sarili sa aking binti.

"Hey babies I missed you,Im sorry because Im not here for almost two days. Saan kayo kumain?"

"MEOWWW"

"Awwww hindi kayo kumain? pasensya na ha,pero huwag na kayong mag alala dahil nandito na ako at hindi ko na kayo iiwan ng walang pagkain and essentials" I dont want these two innocent cats feel what I felt. I dont want them to be abandoned.They are my souls when I lost mine.They are my treasures. 

I have read in psychology facts that "Animalas and pets can decrease our feelings of loneliness and isolation by providing companionship to all generetion and lift up our mood".

"Aeros" someone called me again.

"Why? am I wasting so much time? am I loosing my mission? HAHAH I knew it! siguro ang mission ko ay ang magpakamatay ano? No wonders baka ikaw ang isa sa mga bumubulong sa akin na gawin iyon.But dont worry I will not loose this game if that is the case" pagsosona ko. Hindi na ako sinagot ng nagpakilalang Azylea dati. 

In this story of mine,almost all will find it boring Walang maski isa ang magical na nangyayari.
Minsan kailangan nating mapag-isa lalo na kapag may pagkain ka pero madalas ay para makawala at makapagpahinga sa napakaingay,napakagulo at nakakapagod na mundo.

Sometimes we deserve to time freeze from the world and make our own.But almost everyday of my life I am in my own world...

When I was young,I always wanted to become an astronaut someday.I am always enchant and amaze in the moon, Luna is always alone but it stills shine in its darkest time to give light to others. I wanted to become an astronaut to go in the moon and explore the entire universe but as I grow older,my perspective changed.I want to become one, to leave this planet and live my life to others.Besides humanity is so toxic,They are the one who destroys our home....

Today is their last night in that camp and they will back here tomorrow afternoon I guess?

I always ask myself,why Im not into adventures and socialization? mukhang masaya naman pero hindi ko talaga gusto yung mga ganoon.Hirap na hirap na nga ako sa pakikipag companion kina Dave at Raven sa marami pa kaya?

Since I was a kid I am abandoned.. At the age of 8, I stand on my own. I did'nt get a chance to meet my relatives from my parents. Its really hard in my part...This house was owned by my father and he gave this to me before he died.I dont know where my mother is or if she is still alive,I dont care.

Im a little bit lucky because my father left me with everything. House,car,money and everything that I need to live but on the other side,Im alone. I have everything but it seems nothing at all. Truly that money can't buy happiness.

At the age of 10,I met a girl who named Lea. She always visits me in my house kapag umuuwi ang pamilya nila galing sa probinsiya. At once I felt complete and not alone for a while. We share laughters together we share pain together and we even shed tears together.Until one day she left me with those haunted memories of ours and left me alone again.

Flashback

"Hello Ros-Ros halika laro ulit tayo ng tagu-taguan"

"Sige Lea,pero sino ang taya?"

"Ako nalang dahil ako naman ang nag aya eh"

"Hindi Lea ako ang lalaki kaya dapat lang na ako ang taya"

"Ang bait mo talaga Ros Ros,sana maging boyfriend kita pag laki natin"

"Bakit alam mo na ang mga boyfriend boyfriend nayan Lea? saan mo naman natutunan yan ha?"

"Sa kaibigan ko sa probinsiya Ros Ros,ang boyfriend raw ay ang makakasama mo sa bahay at maglalaro kayong dalawa parati at pwede na kayong mag kiss"

"Ano ang pinagsasabi mo diyan Lea? Masama iyan okay?"

"Ano ba ang masama sa kiss eh Masara-"

"Lea ano kaba?bakit ganyan ang lumalabas sa bibig mo ha?" Lea cried when I high my tone towards her. I really hate her company to their province,they influenced Lea to be bad.

"Hindi naba tayo magkaibigan Ros Ros? Ayaw mo ba akong maging girlfriend? bakit moko sinisigawan?"Lea cried so hard.

"Ros Ros naman eh! aalis na nga kami mamaya eh inaaway mo pa ako!" 

"Hindi sa ganoon Lea,kaibigan parin naman kita at paglaki natin ay ikaw rin ang gusto kong maging girlfriend" I tried to stop her from crying.

"T-Talaga Ros Ros? pag laki natin ay boyfriend na kita?"

"O-Oo Lea sige na mag tago kana at magbibilang na ako"

"Pag bilang ko ng sampo ay nakatago na si Lea. Isa, dalawa, tatlo, apat, lima,anim,sampoooo"

"Lea nasaan ka? hahanapin kita"

"Lea"

"Lea"

"Lea" I find her for almost half hour pero wala siya.Nalaman ko nalang na umalis na sila. Iniwan na rin ako ni Lea.

End of flashback

I closed my eyes when I suddenly remembered her..

"A-Aeros" I heard a whisper and its seems like she is here again

Where are you now Lea? Why did you left me? I thought you'll stay until we grow old,What happen? 

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