CHASING AEROS

Chapter 14

SORRY

"HAHAHA That was absurd! Ikaw talaga Aeros,napaka palabiro mo!"

"Do I really look like I'm kidding,Krish?"

"Hmm nah, you sounded one"

"Do you want me to show it?"

"Aeros stop joking, it's not funny anymore!" She's now serious. Girls are really mastered their mood swings.

"Oww, I thought that was absurd?"

"S~so you're Kidding?" She moved her eyes away.

"What do you think?"

"You're an introvert." She gulp her milktea.

" Yes I am, what's the problem?" I asked.

" You're impossible to felt love that' fast cause you're always alone." Her words is like a sword that stabs my heart...Bakit naging ganito siya bigla? Is there any problem about being an introvert?

I fake a laugh at bumaling ako sa iba. There I saw a lot of people.
Mga taong masasaya, mga taong may Kasama, mga taong nag~mamahal at mga taong minamahal.

"I am an introvert." There I got her eyes back to me. "I am alone",  I'm controlling my voice cause' it feels like it'll shake in any moment.

"Aeros, that's not what I mean,I mean. .."

"I am alone,"

"Aeros"

"But I can love." I looked at her,she looked so guilty. You could see in her eyes that she is.
"I can love Krish and I deserve to be loved too."

"A~Aeros,"

"I'm not just an introvert, I'm a human too. Tao rin ako Krisha, may puso rin ako." Hindi niya ako sinagot at matiim akong
pinag~masdan. Naramdaman Ko na ang pamamasa' ng aking mata  tila' nag~babadya' ang luha  Kung kaya't tumayo na ako at nag~ paalam.

"Cr muna ako, balik ka na muna sa kanila at baka mapaano ka riyan. Mahirap ang mag~ isa." I gave her a smile as I left.

I decided to ride in ferries wheel, we call it "The eye of Pampanga".. This is not an ordinary ferries wheel. It is three to four times taller and bigger than those you see in carnival.

"Sir pa~tingin po nung Stab" I showed him what' he wants.

"Okay sir, are you alone?" Hmm that' magic word...

"Opo,I am alone." I emphasize the word "alone" para hindi na siya Ulit mag tanong,pa ulit~ulit na salita nakakasawa.

"Okay sir" He leads me to wheel number seven.

Sumakay na ako at pagod na pagod na umupo. Right after he locked it,I felt tears in my cheeks. Nagpa Ulit~ulit sa akin ang mga salitang patuloy na sumasaksak sa aking puso...

"You're an introvert man"

"You're impossible to felt love that fast cause you're always alone."

"Sir are you alone?"

Dumagdag pa sa aking lungkot ang malamig na paligid,nawala sa isip ko na may aircon pala ito sa loob.Itinodo ko pa ang pag e~emote. Habang tumataas ay tumataas din ang kaba ko.Nalulula na ako,though hindi siya masiyadong mauga mataas naman.. Little by little, I saw the whole place.

"Shit,bakit kasi sa dinami~rami nang lugar na puwedeng mag emo~ emo ito pa ang napili ko! Haisst Aeros, minsan hindi ka nag~iisip."I mumbled.

Tumapat na sa malaki at mataas na bakal ang sinasakyan ko, It only means that I am now in the middle,and it's the highest part. Namawis ako sa kaba despite of the Ac... "Shit makalula".