Sweet Escape

4

When Alex opened her eyes, she found Lena Luthor is looking at her. Not blinking.
"How long have you been staring at me?"
Lena smiled. Still naked. The blanket still cover her body.
Her lips are rosy. Alex can find red patches on Lena's neck and in some other places which is not covered by the blanket.
"One hour and a half?," said Lena. Saying the truth.
"I'm waiting for you to run. Make sure i'll catch you."
Alex laughed. She's naked too. Her hairs is messy.
Lena staring at her lips. Felt the overwhelming urge to kiss it again each time they are opened.
"You need turtle neck clothes for the next few days."
Lena find her self smile when she realize Alex Danvers is not going to run this time. Even if she hope that Alex would say something about what happen between them.
"What time is it." Alex looking for her cell phone.
"02:00 am."
"You wake up too early. Get some sleep. I'll check on Ethan."
Alex got out of bed. Lena held her breath as Alex's stood, totaly naked. And walked to Lena's wardrobe. Pulled some of them and then cover her naked body. It's not a new thing for them to sharing clothes. But it just not in this condition.
Alex came back a few minutes later with Ethan in her arms.
Lena looked confused. She's always being so speechless with everything Alex doing that involved Ethan in it.
"Dont worry. He's sleeping. I just can't let him sleep alone tonight. The temperature started to rise."
Lena nodded. Alex look so cute in the short pants.
Alex put Ethan slowly on the bed, next to Lena.
"You can't be like this forever, Ms. Luthor. Put some clothes.. Want me to help you?" Alex teased. Walking toward to Lena's bed side. Took the bra off the floor.
Lena stared at the object in Alex's hand. Her bra look so good on Alex's hand. It look suitable.
Alex hold her breath as Lena sat on the bed. Naked. Waiting for Alex to put her bra on.
Alex felt her whole body tremble as her hands touched Lena's skin. Holding back in the feeling of wanting to hug Lena, buried her face in Lena's neck.
She choose to walk away and grab a tank top for Lena. Hand it to Lena and walking to another side of bed.
There are still a small space at the bed. next to Ethan and Alex took the space.
Her hand grabing Ethan's forehead. Her face look so worry.
Lena move her body to grab Ethan's face and kiss him.. "He would be okay. You.. taking a good care of him."
"I like him.."
"Thanks Alex.."
"You're welcome.."
Then they looked at each other's eyes, with Ethan's body in the middle. Alex put his hand on Ethan's stomach, pull him closer. Even on his sleep, Ethan hold Alex's hand and pressed it on his chest. Feel so comfort in the arms of Alex Danvers.
Lena couldn't hold back her feelings, not anymore. She bites her lips, forcing her self not to cry.
Alex comes to their life, just like a sweetest dream, unplaned, it's just happen, she stayed, for a while, in the middle of the pain of Lena Luthor's life.
Lena tidy up her own life, not letting anyone to get in the door. The broke up things with James make her close the door even more. And Alex Danvers comes, the one who never been in love with her, found out her long time secret, being so close to her son, look very sincare, and ask nothing to Lena.
And the tonight's sex session, it happen because of Lena it self. Alex always try to keep the distance. She respect Lena. Beside their first kiss, Alex really try to become a very good friend.
Kara is Lena's best friend. Kara have done many things to Lena for the last two years. Lena can never compare both of them. They are totaly different.
What she'd through with Alex, she didn't through it with Kara.

"Alex. Look at me." Lena said. Her voice was very deep. Almost unclear.
Alex raised her head. She just buried her face in Ethan's hair, hiding her face. She's not afraid of the way Lena looking at her, but she afraid of her own feelings towards Lena, after all the things that happen between them.
"Can i ask you crazy question?"
Alex nodded. The part of her feel so afraid but she force to cover it.
"Surprise me."
Lena hesitated. Not sure to ask. The part of her too afraid to know the answer. But she really need to know right now.
"Alex.."
Their eyes met in a dim light. Alex hold Ethan even tighter while hoping it won't make Ethan up, hiding awkwardness.
Lena staring at Ethan's face, then comeback to Alex.
"You want kids. In your life.." Lena paused, take a deep breath. "I wondering it's you want an adoption. Or you want to have your own kids?"
Alex frowned. Her eyebrows met in the middle.
"Both of it i think."
"So you want to have more than one?"
"Yes why not?," said Alex. Looking at Lena's eyes. Try to figure out why Lena make the question.
"I think of Kara.. you know.." Alex eyes being red when she mention Kara.
"She lose everyone. She's all alone. She needs home.. and part of me want to be like my parent. Being a home for someone."
Lena could feel Alex really meant the words.
"And imagine having a wife. Pregnant.. lying next to me everynight, with me talking to the baby and kissing her mommy. You know that's my wildest dream. Not sure if i could have it."
Lena held her breath.
"That's breathtaking." Lena whispered.
Imagine her self to become that lucky girl.
"Alex..i'm wondering. If there was no Kara.. no Maggie.. "
Alex waiting Lena to finished her words.
"If it's just you and me. Would it happen to be something? You and me?"
Alex choked. Her voice caugth in her throat. Imagine a Lena Luthor lying next to her every night, she didn't have that much courage for it.
"Me? A Danvers?." Alex responed. Still holding Ethan in her arms.
"Yes.. a Danvers being with a Luthor.. "
Alex feel the pain in Lena's voice when she mentioned her last name.
"Lena, you know. I never plan to date a Luthor, never.." Alex stops and she felt the change in lena's face.
"Not in a bad way.. you know, Lena.. i have nothing to offered. And you are the CEO of the L-corp, you're not just running the company.. you're running the world..i'm just a Federal Agent, and i risk my life for that each and everyday. We just didn't fit in together. You're totaly out of my league.." Alex smile. Bitter. It didn't like talking with Lena, it's like she talking to her self. Remind her self.
"And if it didn't work between us.. it will hurts Ethan and Kara... So it's better this way." Alex close the sentence. Her lips dry. She licks her lower lips. Avoid to look at Lena, staring at the ceiling. Feeling afraid when she realize her heart was hurting so bad.
"I know.. i get it." Lena finaly talk, so hard to hide the tremble in her voice. Tears falling down her cheek. Alex didn't see it. Her chest hurts so much until it's hard to breath. This Luthor's name caused her so much pain. She choose to blame that Luthor's last name, than blaming her self being not good enough for someone like Alex Danvers.
Lena can see Alex getting out the bed. She kissed Ethan forhead once before she left. Then she turn off one more nightlamp, leaving only one dim lamp on the room, make it darker.
Lena's tears still falling down. Her whole body trembled. She afraid of losing Alex Danvers. Losing Kara caused her so much pain. She couldn't lose again. She was too afraid to imagine the pain that would come later. Lena heard the sound of the sink from her bathroom. She realize Alex will leaving them just right know.
Without a sound Alex walked in, still in Lena's sleep suit, means she didn't leave tonight. Not yet..
She walks towards Lena, sitting next to Lena's. Rubbing her face. Wipe the tears on Lena's cheek. Lena hates how could this hand being so comfort, she want to own this hand so much until it hurts, but the fears of losing Alex was much bigger than any others feeling.
Then Lena felt Alex press her body in a tight space of the bed, Alex hugged her from behind, Alex's arm just below her chest, caressing her body with affection. She can feel Alex's breath on her neck.
"Lena, stop crying. i'm not leaving. I just.. can't.." Alex sighed.
"I wouldn't let you and Ethan being alone, anymore.. i stay here. It's funny that i'm used to be left, not the one who leaving. So don't worry."
Lena feel sorrow in Alex's voice. She wants to tell Alex that she would be there too. Like forever..
Thats she want to be like this forever. But she just know that she's just not good enough for Alex. Living with a Luthor would never be normal, never be easy. Alex deserve peace. Alex deserve to be happy.
"If Kara come back. Sure she will.. Everything would be easy. Ethan would have the coolest aunty in the universe."
Lena can feel Alex smiling in her words. Her hand still hugging Lena, and it feels like home..
"And someday you'll find someone. A better James. He should be rich, to fits you..and powerfull enough to handle the stubborn girl like you."
"I'm stubborn?"
Lena turned around. Looked at Alex's face. Enjoy the view, while there was still chance.
"Yes you are ms. Sexy Luthor. I can feel it. Even when you're naked..you make me crazy. Push me to my limit."
Alex plays her fingers on Lena's lips. Teasing it.
Lena sighed in ber breath.
"Quite.. There's Ethan right beside you."
Inside of replying, Lena uses her tongue to pull one of Alex's fingers into her mouth.
Alex has to muffler her own moan at the sensation, and when Lena bites down it, she gasped a curse into Lena's ear.
"Quite," Lena whisper with a mocking smile. Alex growls and captured her lips in another bruising kiss as she trails her hand down Lena's body until she reach Lena's underwear.
Lena hiking one of her leg up around Alex's hip and pulling her closer.
Alex takes a moment to caressing the uncovered skin. Digging her nails in and making Lena moan and buck againts her.
Then moves her hand around to slip between their bodies, sliding under the elastic of Lena’s underwear.
Lena cries out when Alex's finger slip inside her. But she buries her head in Alex's neck, muffling the sound by biting down her shoulder with enough force to bruise, even through her shirt.
She’s wet enough that it’s trickling down Alex’s wrist to soak into her underwear, and her hips keep moving, matching the rhythm of her thrusts.
There's soft noise tearing out from her throat, that increases in pitch and volume until she spasms againts Alex's body.
Alex hisses in her ear, swallowing her own cry when it turns to a real pain on her shoulders as Lena rides out her climax.
Alex withdraws her fingers slowly, feel it really wet.
And considers it for a moment before bringing it to her mouth, licking the moisture from her fingers while Lena watches her with pupils blown wide with lust.
"You are very dangerous Director Danvers," Lena sighed.
"And Kara Zor-El would going to kill me when she come back."
Alex no longer feels too sad when she mentioned Kara's name. Otherwise, full of hope.

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