I feel lost
because I no longer
understand my emotions.
I gave you
all my firsts
little did I know
you were never worth
and you were never the one.
I was always afraid
to love.
Only if I knew
where I'd end up.
I am lost
In a dark cave
with all these thoughts
that you left me with.
My darkest fears
no longer remains,
because you brought
life to those fears
and left me strangling
not knowing how
to outgrow
Oh how I wish
You had the capability
to clip the wings of my fears
just like how you gave them wings
and taught them how to fly.
We met as two strangers
And became two souls in one
You were the complete
To my incomplete.
But here we are
fate decided for us
to be two complete strangers
again.
Or was it you that decided?
It hurts to see you depart
But what hurts the most is
watching you walk away
with all my firsts.
