When She Died

Part 9: When I Let Her Go

▪ When I Finally Let Her Go

It wasn't easy.

It's the hardest, most painful thing I could've ever done in this life.

Now and then, I remember Ann and regret all the times I could've spent with her.

Kung mas maaga ko lang siya nakita.

Kung hindi ko siya sana pinakawalan.

Kung hindi sana ako naging duwag.

Marami akong pinagsisisihan, but I will never regret meeting her.

Ann was like an angel.

She was an angel who came into my life to help me find my real reason to live.

She's the reason why I help people like her, as a doctor.

I know I could never forget Ann. It was just not possible in any way.

I would always have a part of her in me. And I know she would always watch over me.

So I continued living.

I also owe a lot to Lauryn, who is now someone very special to me. She helped me get through it all and face life.

Maybe it was Ann who wanted us to be together. Maybe it was just how it should be.

I finally accepted everything and now I have to live with all the lessons  and all the memories I have in me.

One day, I'll meet again again. Maybe in another life. In another time.

But for now I'll live.

I'll live for the woman who had lived for me.