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ch. ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ❚ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ 001

Sugawara Koushi. — HER.

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"So, any baby name suggestions?" Kiyoko asked, smiling every so beautifully and widely. "I'd actually appreciate it if you help me decide for the baby's name, Koushi-kun, you know?" Kiyoko added, the glimmer in her eyes never disappeared.

It has been a week since they found out that  was pregnant, and sugawara couldn't be anymore happy to the point that he wanted to buy baby clothes and toys as soon as possible.

"Hold up! I'm thinking of cute ones, you know?" Sugawara replied, smiling just as brightly and widely as Kiyoko does. "Hm, I wonder if it's a boy or a girl, I'll definitely root for a girl!" Sugawara added, and earned a chuckle from the woman in front of him.

"I would love it to be a girl, but I actually wanted it to be a boy. but I don't mind having either of the two, I'm even lucky enough to be carrying a baby right now," Kiyoko said, rubbing her still flat stomach. "I can't wait for the nine months to pass by and see them," she added.

"Me, too. I'm like, so excited to meet the baby! or babies! If ever they happened to be twins!" Sugawara replied, wiping invisible tears from his eyes with also an invisible handkerchief before bursting in a fit of laughter together with Kiyoko.

"Okay, back to names," Sugawara stated, returning back to his 'normal' self. "If ever if was a boy, i want it to be, hmm," Sugawara said, putting a hand on his chin, thinking.

"Go, Koushi-kun," Kiyoko said as she cheered for the gray haired man. "If it was a boy, I wanted to name it Yuki." Kiyoko added, earning Sugawara's attention.

"Hmm, very nice. It seem fitting," Sugawara commented, nodding his head. "Even though we really hadn't seen the baby, yet." he added, earning a gleeful chuckle from Kiyoko once more.

He loved it. He loves seeing her smile.

"Okay, but for real, it actually sounds so fitting. especially that the baby has a mom like you," Sugawara said after chuckling for a bit with shimizu. "You know, very beautiful and intelligent, and such a hard worker," he added, smiling towards Kiyoko.

"Ah, Koushi-kun, stop fluttering me so much!" Kiyoko replied, laughing at Sugawara's statement.

He loved it. He loves hearing her laugh.

"What? But it's true though?!" Sugawara said, justifying himself while still chuckling. "Like, the whole wouldn't actually gaze on you whenever you walk down that hallway if i was wrong!" he added, making Kiyoko laugh even more.

"Ah, good old days," Kiyoko said, wiping away tears that had formed at the corner of her eyes because of laughing. "What do you think everyone's reaction would be if I told them I'm pregnant?" Kiyoko asked.

"What do you mean by that?" Sugawara asked, crossing his arms and raising an eyebrow. "Of course they would be so happy! What else?" Sugawara added, a wide and sweet smile spreading on to his face that affected even Kiyoko.

She's really beautiful, sugawara thought.

"Right," Kiyoko said, agreeing towards Sugawara's statement while nodding her head. "I guess I'll be telling them later on and then inviting them to the baby shower in advance," she added, looking at sugawara with such a joyful expression, that Sugawara thought he wanted to protect forever.

But he doesn't need to, you know.

"That's great, do it. for sure everyone would be delighted to know," Sugawara replied, smiling ever so kindly and genuinely towards Kiyoko.

Sugawara and Kiyoko continued to talk about more random things, straying away from their original topic which was thinking of possible baby names.

"Ah, it's already five?" Kiyoko said after looking at her wristwatch. "Time went by so fast..." she added.

"Well, we sure talked a lot," Sugawara said, looking at how Kiyoko kept constantly looking outside the window of the café they were in. Probably looking at the people walking by, or someone.

"Hey! Sugawara-san, I'm back!" and that someone had finally arrived.

Grocery bags in both of his hands, Tanaka made his way towards the two and gave a bright smile.

"Well, my husband's here. I gotta go now, Koushi-kun." Kiyoko said as she stood up from her seat as was Sugawara.

"Thank you for accompanying my wife for awhile, Sugawara-san! I'm grateful!" Tanaka beamed, helping Kiyoko with her bag. "Don't forget to come to the baby shower, okay?" Tanaka said, earning a smile and a nod from Sugawara.

"Let's talk about baby names again the other day, Koushi-kun! goodbye!" Kiyoko said and walked away with her husband.

Sugawara watched as the two went their way with a bittersweet yet genuine sweet, Sugawara looked at how Kiyoko was telling him how Sugawaea and her's meeting went by while looking at Tanaka with such happiness and contentment and joy.

Ah, that stare and that look, sugawara wanted that. but he knew he can't, and he won't.

Ever.
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heartbroken. me.
and you.

yes, you.

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