Alpha's Little World ~jjk×kth~

Dilemma

Jeongguk and his sister came back home the next day after the ritual ceremony. They all wanted to keep them there for a few days more. But Jeongguk said he was already two days late.

After their luna woke up at the infirmary, he told them the whole truth. How his pack treated him so badly, made him do so many works that his body couldn't take it sometimes. He almost got raped several times but everytime the head alpha's elder sister saved him by her men. Only she was good to him in that pack but she couldn't show that infront of others.

After the ritual ceremony they all sat with the new luna and chatted with him. He took off his necklace and then they all got to know that he was an omega. But he told Yoongi earlier. Yoongi was very happy about his mate's rank. Yoongi then introduced his family members to Jimin and told him some important things about the siblings. Yoongi said that he would tell him in details later. They all were very happy that their luna was a very sweet and kind person.

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Jeongguk was sitting on the couch and changing the channels on the tv. Suddenly one thing caught his eyes. He saw the two model in an interview. He stared at Taehyung.

Suddenly Jin's voice rang in his mind 'Follow your heart'.

Yes, in the past two days whenever he heard about Taehyung or thought about him, that specific line of Jin started to ring in his mind.

But he got worried after thinking if he follows his heart and then suddenly his mate show up out of nowhere, what will he do? Won't he ruin three lives? Taehyung's, his mate's and his life. He will definitely regret then. In fact, Yoongi hyung waited for his mate for six year. Shouldn't he also wait two years more?

But what about his heart? His heart starts to beat everytime he sees Taehyung. He feels content near him or in his arms. He feels butterfly in his stomach. And the tingling sensation? Aren't these the signs of being mate? But he's not his mate. His wolf did not tell him anything. Aisshhh!!!

Jeongguk pulled his hair in frustration. Then started to think again.

'If I don't follow my heart and go for my mate, I can't be happy, I'm sure. Because I myself believed so hard that I will stay loyal to my mate and nothing can waver me. Then this feelings now, can't be simple. My heart can't betray me. I'm sure it's something special, he is someone special. Jin also said to follow my heart. I'm sure it's not some ordinary attraction or crush thing as the human reffer that. I'm a werewolf. I can sense the right or wrong and whether the feelings are special or not. If something isn't connecting us, then I won't feel that for him', he thought and sighed.

"What happened bunbun? Why are you stressed?" Jasmine sat down beside her brother and pulled his hand from his messy hair.

"Nothing..." He said without looking at her.

"Tell me. I'm your sister but mostly bestfriend, you know that." She said and rubbed his hand.

"What do you think about my mate?" He asked. 'Aish, why am I asking this thing? She is too young for that', he thought and closed his eyes.

Jasmine tensed slightly and relaxed then. She knew that was the most sensitive topic.

Her brother was waiting for his mate for the past four years. She knew exactly what was there behind those happy eyes of her brother. Loneliness, longing, desparation, hope. They all thinks that she is young now, doesn't understand these things. But she knows well what is a mate. These emotions behind her brother's eyes is a part of werewolf's life. But she is angry. Why is her brother's mate taking so long to show up? Why is he or she torturing her brother like this?...but, it's not their fault actually. Can't her brother be happy without waiting for his mate?