The Seed

Fateful Night

KING'S POV

"Go away! Leave me alone!" The memories of last night's event flashed in my half-awake mind.

"No! Unless you tell me what it is then I won't go away." I remembred him saying that. I can still clearly see the hurt that's flashing on those pair of lovely eyes that he has. I know that I should've stopped. That I should've said what I really felt at that time. But I'm totally confused. I know I like him to some extent. But my mind was filled with 'what ifs'. So being under the effect of alcohol paired with my clouded mind, I told him some things that I know I'd regret saying for my entire life.

"I'm being tortured with what I'm feeling right now! It hurts me a lot! This is all because of you!" I said.

"Are you happy now that you know the reason why?! Can you just go away and disappear from my sight from now on?!" I continued.

Looking at those eyes I can see the tears that he's holding back. Those same eyes that expressed his love for me that I'm fully aware of. But being the stubborn me, I still did what I thought I should do. I needed space to think things through. Being smart is really a pain in the ass sometimes. I know I'm over analyzing things but what can I do? So for the last time that night I pushed him and told him, "Get lost!" before turning my back to him and going into deep slumber...

'Good morning boys and girls!!!! Time to wake up!!!!!'

I was fully awakened by the loud noise. When I opened my eyes I felt something moist in my cheeks. Did I just cry??? Setting aside that fact, I looked on the left side of our tent and noticed that Ram wasn't there anymore. I guess he woke up early which was okay since I still feel too awkward because of what happened last night. I still don't know how to face him yet and I still need to have my feelings sorted out. I can't do both things at the same time and I'd probably need some help from my friends. I just hope they can really help out and not tease me. (Which I think would likely happen.😑)

Getting out of the tent, I smelled the fresh air of nature. I really like being sorrounded by plants and tress. It calms my mind and gives me a sense of peace. I went ahead to have breakfast and I tried to discreetly look for that same person whom I had an argument with last night but I wasn't able to find him. We're almost done with breakfast when I decided to ask one of Ram's friend of his whereabouts.

"Why is Ai'Ning not with you guys?" I asked.

"Oh P'King didn't you sleep on the same tent as him? He was picked up by his mom early this morning. He just sent me a message saying that he needed to go because he needs to do something important at home. I thought he informed you already P'." Duen replied.

"Ah I see. I was too drunk last night and was in deep sleep. I guess he decided to not wake me up since it was still too early then." I said.

"Anyways, I also need to go ahead. My grandma's going to pick me up. I'll be visiting her place first since we still have time before the semester starts." I added.

"Ok then friend. Just tell your grandma that we said hi." Bohn said.

"Ok bro." I replied before going back to our tent.

While packing my stuff I was again thinking. 'Did I go too far last night? Why did he leave? Was is really because he needs to do something at home? Or was it because of me?'

I was again snapped out of my thoughts when I received a notification on my phone saying that my grandma is already there to pick me up.

I went out of the tent with my stuff and headed to my grandma's car. I'll set aside my thoughts first and enjoy this time to relax and recharge myself before I go back and sort my feelings out.

I just hope I didn't screw things up...
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A/N : That's it for the first chapter. How was it? Kindly leave a feedback. Constructive one's would be really appreciated. Just don't be too harsh ok?? You can also leave a vote if you find this story suited to taste. Peace! ✌✌✌