Hindi niya ako pinagbigyan nang sabihin ko sa kaniyang sa sasakyan kami mag-usap.
Sabi niya ay mag-uusap nga kami. But he insisted on doing it in a proper place.
I didn't find it cool though.
Ang gulo-gulo ng itsura ko. I feel so lost. And I'm sure I looked so out of place in this high-end resto he picked for us.
It has never been my issue before. Dahil sanay naman ako sa mga ganito. But not until I felt like a total mess. And not when I certainly look like one.
But he kept on telling me I looked decent.
Well I don't anymore know how he defines that word. All I am certain about is I am nowhere near the word decent, right in this moment.
Ang dami niyang gusto.
Gusto niya ring kumain muna kami bago kami mag-usap.
I was thinking we could do the talking while we were eating, but he insisted on getting ourselves full first.
Hindi ako nakapag-protesta nang sabihin niyang hindi malabong hindi maganda ng maging tungo ng pag-uusap namin. Kaya baka hindi na ako makakain pa, sakaling ipilit kong mag-usap kami ngayon na.
I gave him credit for having such reasons.
Kung ako pa siguro ang dating ako, hindi ko na mabibigyan pa ng halaga at puna ang mga sinabi niya.
But knowing how I have lost my sensibility, I can't help but to appreciate how thoughtful he is.
He waved his hand once.
"Stop gawking at me. Eat."
Hindi ko siya pinansin.
I just can't stop my self from staring.
He's handsome.
He looked like . . . an angel.
Hindi ko alam kung dala lang ba ito ng kaluwagan ng mga turnilyo ko sa utak, pero talagang mukha siyang anghel.
Ngayon ko lang napansin, dahil ngayon ko lang siya tinitigan ng ganito.
He had his brows in perfect thick. His eyes deeply expressive in it's perfect shape. His nose, narrow and pointed. Lips . . . red, full and curved like cupid's bow.
I suddenly remebered how it felt . . . how it tasted . . .
Iniling ko ng iniling ang mga naisip.
Vague memories from last night played in my mind.
"You okay?"
Tanong niya muli nang makita akong sapo ang sentido.
Umiling ako.
Dahil totoo namang hindi ako ayos.
Napatayo siya agad, at dinaluhan ako.
"N-no, I mean . . ." I trailed off, and swallowed.
Ang lapit niya.
Bakit ang lapit niya?
Bakit kailangan niyang lumapit?
"You mean?"
Nag-iwas ako ng tingin.
Ang hirap niya na ngayong tingnan.
Ang hirap na. Gayong ganito ang mga naaalala ko.
He remember what we did right?
Kaya nga siya nandito eh.
BINABASA MO ANG
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