Lex's POV
I haven't seen harry for a week, he hasn't been going to school and he has been avoiding my calls and texts.
I'm going out with some girls from school. We are going to the movies to see The Interview.
"Ready guys." I spoke to Rachel and Monica
"Yup." They spoke in unison.
We climbed in my car and I drove to the movies. I pulled in the parking place and we all climbed out.
We bought our tickets and popcorn and we were waiting to go into the movies when I seen harry a crossed the room. He looked at me than looked away when a tall thin blonde walked up. They kissed than walked into at theatre. It felt like someone stabbed be in the stomach.
"What's wrong." Monica touched my back "was that harry?"
"Yeah." I crooked out.
"Hey lex I just seen harry." Rachel ran up to me and mon.
"I know." I started to cry.
"Don't cry." They pulled me in the bathroom and started to wipe the tears from my face.
When I finally calmed down we walked out of the bathroom and walked into the movie room. Thank goodness it wasn't the same one as harry and that slut.
The movie was over and we walked out into the bright lobby area.
We walked quickly out of the theatre as we seen harry and that girl getting candy.
"Mon can u drive." I cried when we got to the car. "Or drop Rachel off than when we get to yours I'll drive my self home."
"That's fine" she spoke.
We drove in silence. I got in the car by my self and I drove home in silence no music. I pulled in my Drive way. I sat in my car and I hit my steering wheel with my hands and starting bawling.
I pulled my self out of the car and walked into my house and i ended up sleeping on the couch.
The next day
I woke up the next morning to my phone alarm going off. I rubbed my eyes and climbed off the couch.
I pulled on my sweat pants and a loose t-shirt. I wiped the old makeup off my face. I grabbed my bag and a jacket and walked out of the door.
I walked in the school right as the bell rang.
I walked in my class and seen harry sitting in the front seat.
I walked to the back of the class and took the farthest seat away from harry. He turned around and looked at me but I looked away.
"Okay class." The teacher spoke up. "Pick your partners and work on this work sheet."
James started walking towards me. I looked away hoping he wasn't coming over me.
He sat down next to me. "I heard you and harry aren't a thing anymore."
"Can you leave me alone."
"I tried to tell you, you can't live without me." He said under his voice.
"I can and I decide to."
"I suggest you leave." Harry spoke behind James.
James looked up at harry and than stood up and walked away.
Harry sat down where James was sitting.
"Thanks for making him leave but I want to be alone."
"What's wrong with you."
"Oh nothing harry. Seeing you kiss that girl and walk into a movie was completely fine."
"Come on." He reached for my hand.
"Harry that broke my heart.."
"Why?"
"Cause I thought you loved me."
"You know who I am." He looked down "I love you, but it's hard for me to stick with one person."
"If you loved me." I cried "you would stick to just me."
"I'm sorry."
"Hunny are you okay?" The teacher came up and touched my shoulder "do you wanna go to the office?"
"Can we go in the hallway to talk." Harry spoke for me.
"Sure." He spoke.
We walked in the hallway and he sat on the ground.
"I really do love you." he spoke first.
"I love you too."
"No you don't understand."
"Harry I do."
"Listen, I love you so much it scares me."
"Oh."
"I'm sorry I hurt you." I felt a tear slip down my face and he reached up to wipe it away. "Don't cry."
"I don't wanna be here."
"Let's go home than."
"No I don't wanna be on this earth anymore."
"Don't say that."
"It's true I have no one harry."
"Why do you say that."
"Cause my dad hates me he beats me. I'm alone my moms never home she doesn't give a fuck about me. You say you love me but you constantly hurt me. James use to beat me. I hate my self." I cried and he pulled me in a hug.
"Shhh." he hugged me tight. "What do you mean your dad beats you."
"I didn't mean to tell you that."
"Why wouldn't you tell me."
"I thought u wouldn't want to know me because I'm a broke piece of nothing."
"I don't see you like that." He kissed my head. "I love you."
"Please don't hurt me. I can't take another person who hurts me." He looked in my eyes.
"I won't I promise. I love you. To the moon and back." He laughed in my neck which made me laugh.
"I don't wanna be in school."
"Let's go than." He helped me off the floor and we left school.