I'm sorry?

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Harry's POV

I woke up and lex was still sleeping with her arm wrapped around me. She looked beautiful but she looks different. She looks thinner in the face and she has this pained look in her face.

She opened her eyes

"Hey. How ya feeling?" I pushed her hair behind her ear.

She shrugged her shoulders. She started crying hysterically.

"Shhh, it's okay baby." I pulled her into my chest. "please don't cry."

"Sorry. I wanna go home." She finally said something to me. "Alone."

I frowned "okay. Are you sure you don't want me to stay."

She shook her head yes.

"Okay." she climbed off of me "I'm sorry that happened to you."

She didn't respond she changed her clothes throwing my clothes in my hamper.

I changed my clothes and she had he bag over her shoulder and she was ready to go.

Hour later

I just got back from dropping lex off. She didn't talk to me besides asking me to check her house before I left.

Two days later
Lexs POV

I don't really know what to think about happened. I'm just really sad. I didn't really sleep last night and I don't think I will for a while. I haven't had any thing to eat since that night I just am not hungry.

Harry keeps calling me but I really can't talk to him. I'm too upset. I can't stop crying. I'm just gonna go lay down in bed and try to sleep.

Harry's POV

Lex has been dogging my calls and not texting me back. I haven't heard from her for a couple of days and decided to go over there.

I pulled in her driveway and all the lights were on. I unlocked her front door with the key she gave me. I walked in the house and looked in her kitchen and living room but she wasn't there. I walked quietly up to her room. I opened her door and she was curled up into a ball on her bed crying.

"Lex baby." I walked over to her and she jumped up and off her bed grabbing a bat off the floor. I held up my hands. "lex baby."

She dropped the bat and ran over to me. She cried into my chest as she slowly pulled me to the ground.

I sat on the ground as she curled into a ball in my lap. She has gotten really skinny in the last couple of days. "Baby, have you been eating." She shook her head no. "Why?"

"Cause." she said in a really raw raspy voice.

"Let me make you something to eat." She just shrugged her shoulders.

I picked her up and carried her down the stairs into the bright light and I seen her face. Her eyes had really dark circles under them and her eyes were blood shot. I set her down on the couch and covered her with a blanket.

I walked to the kitchen and grabbed the stuff to make her favorite chicken Alfredo. I quickly wipped it together and threw it in the oven and walked back to the living room.

Lex was in a ball again crying. "Lex." I pulled her on my lap and she cried in my neck and I felt her warm tears hitting my t-shirt. "Please don't cry." I hugged her tighter.

"It hurts so bad."

"What does?"

"My heart."

"I'm sorry baby."

She didn't answer me.

"I'll be right back." I climbed off the couch and walked to the kitchen.

I pulled the food out of the oven and put some in some bowls for me and lex.

I carried the food to the living room and she was sitting on the couch staring at the tv.

"Here." she took it and stared at it. I was eating and she really didn't eat just pushed it around the bowl eating stuff here and there.

She got up while she still had a full bowl and came back with nothing.

"You done?" She nodded

I finished my food and walked to kitchen. I grabbed two glasses of water and handed her one. She drank the whole glass and set it down on the table.

"Do you want some more?" She shook her head no. "Okay."

A week later.

I have been staying at lex's for the past week. She hasn't been really talking or eating. She doesn't sleep. I wake up in the middle of the night and she's just laying there crying and I hold her until I fall asleep.

"Lex. We need to talk." She nodded her head. "I need you to talk to me eat go to school. I need you to do that for me. Please lex I hate seeing you like this. I hate that I can't do anything about your sadness. Talk to me, you can talk to me. You know that right?"

"Yes."

"Please tell me what's going through that beautiful head of yours."

"I'm sad. Harry I'm really sad. I can't eat I can't sleep. I just.. I'm just to sad to talk."

"I know your sad. I know baby."

"Help me harry, help me stop feeling like this." She threw her self in a hug. I held her tight.

"I will baby."

"Please."

"I will baby." I hugged her. "Will you do me a favor?"

"Yeah?"

"Eat a bowl of chicken Alfredo."

"Okay." She finally smiled for the first time in two weeks

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