✨Josh Richards FanFic✨

Robot

When I finally made it home I get a call from Anthony.

"Yeah?" I say as I answer the call.

"I saw it."

"Saw what?" 

"I was right next to you. Don't play dumb."

I stayed silent as I let Anthony speak.

"You're heart broken. You can't feel any emotions right?"

"Nope."

"We can go to the lady in the woods ok? She'll know what to do. I'll pick you up tomorrow and we'll go." 

"Okay." I hang up the phone before Anthony can speak again.

It's weird. Not having emotions. 

I went to my room and went to sleep. There was nothing else to do besides sleep so that's what I did. 

~The Next Day~

Anthony picked me up like he said he would. Avani, Ady, Kio, and Blake came for the ride. As soon as I got in the car everyone started asking me questions.

"What's it like not feeling anything?" Ady asks.

"Is it painful? Do you even feel pain?" Kio asks.

"Can you feel this?" Avani asks as she pinches me.

"Are you okay?" Blake asks.

Everyone quiets down after Blake's question. 

"Yeah. Are you?" Anthony asks.

"I'm fine." Was all I say while I look out the window. 

Anthony starts driving as everyone stays quiet. We reach the forest and everyone walks out. I stayed in the car for a minute before exiting the vehicle. We all walk towards the shop on the hill and knock on the door. 

The familiar woman walks out and sees my friends and I.

"You're heartbroken." She says as she looks into my eyes.

"How do you know?" Ady asks.

"Because I know what heartbroken looks like. I look in the mirror everyday." The lady says as she drags me into the shop. My friends following us. 

"Can you help us?" Avani asks.

"That depends. Do you even want my help?"

"Of course we do!" Anthony says.

"I wasn't talking to you. Y/N. Do you want my help?"

"No." I say with no hesitation. 

Everyone looks at me in shock except for the lady.

"There you have it people. The reason why the heartbroken stay heartbroken is because they don't want to be fixed. Explain why Y/N."

"I don't want to feel. The pain. I don't want to feel it."

"What about all the other emotions Y/N? Are you just going to forget about those? Happiness?" Blake says.

"What happiness? Without my soulmate I'm lost. I don't feel happy without Josh. Don't you guys get that? I don't want to feel. Josh will be happy without me since he's already moved on. You know, I needed him but now that I don't have feelings. I don't need anyone." I say this as I walk out of the shop and wait for my friends by the car. 

Soon they followed me and we all drove back home. The ride was silent but I could care less. I guess that just comes with the 'no emotions' thing. Anthony goes to the sway house instead of bringing me home.