~Alan's P.O.V~
"You don't know why you kissed me Austin? You really don't, well then don't do it again! But wait....I did like it....ugh but you're making me all confused dammit!"
I whispered to myself, pushing through the venue doors and hearing a roar of girls from my left. I stopped to wave, but kept going. I didn't want to deal with anyone. I didn't want to talk or think or even see anyone.
My head had gotten so mixed up with all this feelings that I didn't even notice the new face in the green roam as I entered. Of course in about a minute of being only self concious, I looked up to see a guy.
He had on khaki's, a Miss May I tank, ray bands and was sipping on a soda. His legs were crossed and his hair was cut a bit short. I'd never seen him before, but then it snapped in my brain.
"AARON?!"
"I was wondering when you'd say hello you little bitch, it is RUDE to ignore someone didn't you know Alan?"
I rolled my eyes at his sassy edge, but I knew he was playing around.
"I'm sorry your highness, but seruously man what're you doing here."
He set down his drink and threw a hand casually over the sofa.
"You guys drove Justin out so Austin came to me and here I am."
I grinned, but it fell slightly as the ex-sound tech's name was mentioned. I was still recovering from the harsh reality that my relationship was over, but there was a part of me that was happy. I had never really loved Justin and alway's felt I was stringing him along and now, well now I didn't have to feel that anymore.
But being single and still in love with Austin.
It sucked.
"So Ashby..."
"Yeah?"
Aaron pushed his sunglasses a bit down his nose as his eyes bore into mine.
"How're you and Carlile?"
I froze up.
"How...what...who told..."
He scoffed.
"Alan c'mon, I know everything."
That was true. I sat back and shut my eyes, bringing my fingers to my temples.
"Don't ask. He's so confusing and I just wish that he could just tell me what he was feeling you know, I feel like he's just toying with me......"
I was going to contine, but Phil and Tino joined us, almost shouting as they saw Aaron.
As the reunion party went on I looked around, curious of where our vocalist was. Hopefully not getting drunk with Askin Alexandria again.
I got up, shuffling my way through the back of the stage and saying hello to some of the other bands getting ready.
I spotted Austin at the end of the hallway, he was talking to someone on the phone and I made my way over, I didn't mean to interuppt him and decided I'd wait till he was free, but something caught my attention as he spoke.
"No, you're a little shit for doing that to him. You can't tell Alan what he is feeling ,you guys were together. You should have had faith in him and you just threw him away. No Justin we won't take you back because in reality, I am not about to put Alan in danger again. I am going to protect him from your stupidity because I care about him. Hell I might still even love him, so don't dare show your face her again."
His voice was stern and I watched in utter shock as he hung up and ran a hand through his sleek dark hair.
My body felt planted in place and I was slightly shaking.
Woah.
Did Austin really mean all that....
I meet his eyes as he turned to spot me and saw the surprise cross his face.
Neither of us said anything for a moment until he took a step closer.
"Alan....."
His hand gripped my wrist and pulled me closer, settling his lips lightly on mine and I was sure I was dreaming.
As he pulled back, he let out a small sigh and walked back to the green room- leaving me confused and alone again.
But this time, I wasn't mad or angry because I finally understood.
It wasn't Austin who kept confusing me, it was me who kept confusing Austin.
I decided then and there, I was going to tell Austin exactly what I felt.
