Depressing Poetry

Precious Light

My precious light

The angel of my night

The pain you have caused

Will never be paused

Not even for a second

But I will for ever be at the call of your beckon

The indecision to call you

And hear your voice

But with my decision I always fall through

As I fear of the chains that weigh me down

Will become heavier and I will drown

It the metal that kills me

What I will never have is all I see

Through the gapes in this chain

I guess I am insane

My light, I love you

But if you love me it will never be true

For you I want to deeply care for

But you reject me therefore

I leave but it causes you pain

So I stay but uncomfortable feelings you obtain

With you I am a failure

I seemingly can not handle your allure

As all I do is fail

I tell you this tale

My light

Because my love for you is so bright

It is brighter then the sun

I will love you until the world is done

But you will never give me a chance

So I will never leave this trance

Although it hurts it's alright

With all of my might

I truly love you my light