►𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔪𝔶 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔬𝔫 𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔥◄Ryllae peredhel story ✓BOOK 1

◆chapter 15: after the war◆

well i just felt my heart breaking.
I was just about to become a father and how was the child?
I would not only lose her but also our child.
I didn't know how to survive this.
but my thoughts were broken by elrond.
lord elrond and bowed
he looked at all of us
where is my daughter?
gandalf pointed
he walked away.
it tooked  him a long time  but he came back
when he came to us he looked sad and happy at the same time.

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I walked over to him and he put my hand on my shoulder
she's still alive
my heart was pounding really fast
her children are healthy only one of three is killed so she has twins two girls.
my heart went even faster I was just too happy.
i wanted to see her beautiful face her belly.
I now know how strong she was.
finally he said you can go to her and looked the other for now it's just him and the rest nodded.
i woke up and saw a blond elf.
l-legolas?
he smiled
i thought you were dead!
I'm dead no I was afraid that you were dead and he stroked my jaw I felt the blood flow to my cheeks making me blush.
i'm still alive.
yes indeed you were very lucky!
I smiled
he smiled
I love you ryllae
I love you too.
we kissed
for a moment i felt happy
she said suddenly i know i lost a child i saw it in my dreams and vision.
and she was tearing.
I'm sorry I took it from you.
and he kissed me and said I'm glad nothing bad happened to you I would never forgive myself if you were dead.
I was in shock at his words.

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i stayed in the city of dal for a while and then i went to mirkwood.
but my dreams and nightmares continued but it only got worse.
i watched legolas wrestle.
I saw how tired he was.
I saw how he risked his life for me.
i saw how legolas cared about me more than anyone else.
I saw how we would one day die.
I saw nightmares over and over again about losing my child and all the events that boiled down to why I should have lost it.
I didn't know how to live with it.

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i stayed in the city of dal for a while and then i went to mirkwood.
but my dreams and nightmares continued but it only got worse.
i watched legolas wrestle.
I saw how tired he was.
I saw how he risked his life for me.
i saw how legolas cared about me more than anyone else.
I saw how we would one day die.
I saw nightmares over and over again about losing my child and all the events that boiled down to why I should have lost it.
I didn't know how to live with it

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i knew i didn't want to do this to legolas again so i decided to leave.
I couldn't look at him like that anymore.
he was tired.
he was so on.
I just had to go.
and would come back when I've processed everything.
or I would see him again.
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i left and i went to see the dwarfs i was very happy to see them and said to me i was staying for two months then i went to city of dal to bury bard he had died.
afterwards i returned to rivendell and all the pieces fell apart ...
until ...

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to end...