In The Middle {Frank Iero} COMPLETED

Chapter 13

(Edited)

I sit in my chair and look out the window.

I've been here for countless hours, I'm not sure what the time is, I've been here since Frank left this morning.

I don't know what to do.

He said to think about shit and make up my fucking mind and that'll he love me if I want him to me.

I think he means that if I love him and he loves me, he's going to be here for a long time and he's asking if I want a relationship with him and that I'll always love him.

It's messed up.

Do I want to love Frank and Frank to love me forever?

Do I?

Do I want to try my luck with other guys?

Do I want to find the one?

But what if Frank is the one?

How would I know? I've never been in love before.

It feels real.

Do I love Frank so much that I want to keep him forever?

Forever is such a big word, so much meaning.

Forever, for eternity.

For-EVER.

Well I'm not sure.

I'm not sure of anything.

"Helloooo? Vio, bro, where you at?" I here Mikey's voice echo through my head.

"Yeah, in my room" I say loud enough for him to find me.

"Vi? You okay? Where's Frank?" Mikey's concerned voice sounds as he walks into my room.

I turn to look at him and stand up before walking over to him and I hug him tightly.

He seems confused at first but he wraps his arms around me.

He's so weird to hug, he's tall and lanky, well he's taller then me.

It's still a hug, I need one.

I think I need a hug from Gee though.

I need to talk to Gee.

"Vi?" Mikey asks rubbing my back.

"Frank left" I say, breaking the hug.

"Oh" Mikey says frowning. "Is there anything I can do for you?"

"Can you drive me to Gee's house?" I ask and he nods.

"I just came home to get some more clothes, I'm going to spend a couple days with him and some other friends, but if you need me home, I'll come home for you" Mikey says and I nod before he walks away quickly.

Well if he's going to not be here, I'm staying at Gee's house.

I pack a small bag of clothes and necessities, like a tooth brush, phone charger.

I walk into the living room and Mikey comes in holding his own bag and he quickly styles his hair in the mirror.

We walk outside get into his car.

"Why are you so nervous about?" I ask as I see him tapping on the stirring wheel.

"Oh I'm not-" he starts but I cut him off.

"Tell me the truth" I say.

"I'm meeting someone that I really like tonight" he admits blushing.