fate ; boo seungkwan [1]

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Seungkwan's pov

"do you still see red strings..?" She asked catching me off guard

then i remembered i talked to her again to cut our string

again

but then im starting to catch feelings

so i said

"No. I cant see them anymore." And then i saw her smile... her genuine smile i didnt get to see the whole day..

was that the reason why her mind is so busy today?

"thats great then i guess? We can freely love anyone now!!" She looked at me happily the same happiness i thought i would be getting once we're free but then

im happier to see me connected with her again

but i guess destiny didnt fuck us up

i did

"O-ohh you like someone?" I asked making my heart slowly shatter in pieces... and then and there i knew i love her

that i was in love with her the whole time

fear consumed me that i broke her heart

but destiny was stronger

"no i dont like anyone yet..." she said taking me out of my trance.

yet

"then go... go on dates then... i guess..." i said trying to cover up my pain.

"aww seungkwannie are you jealous i cant play with you more?" she teased

i just looked at her and im sure she can see sadness in my eyes

"hey are you ok?" i knew it

"Im fine eunbi-ya just... just be careful with guys ok?" i looked her in the eyes trying to cover up the pain with with glee

are we

ill-fated?

"Seungkwan-ah i dont have time for dates..." she said bringing back a piece in my heart

"why?"

"because im scared of falling in love"

"im sorry eunbi i really am"

i brought my hand to her face to softly caress her cheek

looking at her soft pained eyes

my vision lowering to her lips

this urge every time i spent time with her

"let me make it up for you"

and i kissed her