fate ; boo seungkwan [1]

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after seungkwan and i maked up(out) we were more on an i dont know what we are but we are attracted to each other and im starting to fall in love again

things i guess are going fine, grades are stable and even seokmin and mina are in good terms

What i mean by that is they are in a relationship which i have nothing aganist

its just that they have frequent make out sesh making me bothered as to seungkwan is always beside me

and i admitted to seungkwan i found him hot after the kiss

do you know how embarrassing that is?? i wanted to melt into the floor that day.

the only reason why we are still on this i dont know stage is because i still dont completely know how i feel

what i know is just im attracted to him again

but there is that part of me that really is falling in love again

heres the thing tho

i am scared

scared that he might just be using me again

so i wanna sort out my feelings first before starting this

But kisses went early i guess

few weeks pass and surprisingly there is an exchage student

Thats exciting

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i have successfully written more drafts for this story! lmao hopefully i could update this week since i have a draft for the next chap already

acckkk online classes are so boring i just want to sleep all dah:(